Out
I need out. Out of this house. I can't take it anymore. I don't know how I am going to do it but I can't live with my parents anymore. They don't understand and I seriously can't take the way they talk about me and my 'condition'. I did my joint session with my therapist today, brought them in to talk to her, hoping to make them understand, and it went terrible. My mother just plain absolutely does not want me to be male. My father does not either. I don't know how my sister feels. Maybe she can help me find somewhere to live and help me out, because I can't afford to live alone.
I just can't take this. I was ready to transition over six years ago. I've felt this way all of my life. Why does no one understand? Why does no one support me doing this? I totally didn't expect any support in paying for transitioning, but now I'm scared I'll be kicked out of my house if I try to do this against my parents wishes, and I can't afford to live on my own.
I don't know what to do.
I just can't take this. I was ready to transition over six years ago. I've felt this way all of my life. Why does no one understand? Why does no one support me doing this? I totally didn't expect any support in paying for transitioning, but now I'm scared I'll be kicked out of my house if I try to do this against my parents wishes, and I can't afford to live on my own.
I don't know what to do.