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i'm having a hard time handling stress. im having the dull, second guessing, achey heart feelings that come with spending wintertime in the northwest, when drinking coffee might help if you could figure out how to not drink so much that you scatter yerself and then cant use yer brains for crap. in the past month i have: spent weeks in the bay area, and portland, i bought a step van, worked on it for a couple weeks, got overwhelmed, then sold it. im gonna get married tomorrow to pat, cuz were buds maybe i can get the pell grant early then? even that is becoming nerve wracking! but its all stressful cuz we want prenuptual agreements, but cant really do that without a lawyer, and if something weird happens, like one of us gets sued, the other one has to take heat too. it aint easy gettin married! damn damn. we'll see what happens. im in seatown for a few days tho, and i really wanna hang out with one robert daniels, but the kid is so fuckin flaky i doubt itll happen. ah hwell.