it ha s come to my attention
that it may seem that i have a horrible life from reading my LJ. Correction: It's pretty awesome. I just like to complain a lot. and I like to try to be funny with it sometimes, and sometimes I am just messing around and well, sometimes I actually just feel like shit and that only lasts a little while, but depression is something I will always have. But most of the time now I can control it, besides the sometimes where I can't.
another clarifying moment: I don't get mad every time I hear someone is religious, it's just that I thought it was a good line to use, I liked the way it sounded. I had just come home from work and been yelled at that day for saying "god-dammit" at work, and it was wierd because I forgot that it can be an offensive thing to say. Laura and I had a conversation about this just a few hours ago, and yeah, it makes sense, it's totally offensive to some people! And I'll just be the nice guy who doesn't say thing like that to nice old ladies.
in conclusion, Laura next door is awesome and a good kisser.
bum party photos!
the bum who was miss runner up california (1987?) and is now still wearing her fashion clothes. Laura.
same Laura and me the sociologist who tried to dress like a bum and wore bum equiptment and it didn't work so he just went to the b.u.m. party. my room is messy...
powder sugar coked bums
people started drinking at i'm assuming around 7pm last night so when we got there at 10 something, it was already a par-t. except for how it sucked when the first thing we saw was a stupid drum circle. but that dissapated, and then the rest of the night was super fun, until i totally puked and that was a log ordeal but laura took care of me, and that was super nice. so now, i got the day off and it's pretty awesome because now i can watch R O B O C O P with Laura, and I guess Leo's old band is having their last show tonight, so I'll go to that, and also, I dunno, I have to fix my bike and make a proxy for the house meeting tommorrow and make it sound like I did a bunch of work this week.
I'ma freak out!
another clarifying moment: I don't get mad every time I hear someone is religious, it's just that I thought it was a good line to use, I liked the way it sounded. I had just come home from work and been yelled at that day for saying "god-dammit" at work, and it was wierd because I forgot that it can be an offensive thing to say. Laura and I had a conversation about this just a few hours ago, and yeah, it makes sense, it's totally offensive to some people! And I'll just be the nice guy who doesn't say thing like that to nice old ladies.
in conclusion, Laura next door is awesome and a good kisser.
bum party photos!
the bum who was miss runner up california (1987?) and is now still wearing her fashion clothes. Laura.
same Laura and me the sociologist who tried to dress like a bum and wore bum equiptment and it didn't work so he just went to the b.u.m. party. my room is messy...
powder sugar coked bums
people started drinking at i'm assuming around 7pm last night so when we got there at 10 something, it was already a par-t. except for how it sucked when the first thing we saw was a stupid drum circle. but that dissapated, and then the rest of the night was super fun, until i totally puked and that was a log ordeal but laura took care of me, and that was super nice. so now, i got the day off and it's pretty awesome because now i can watch R O B O C O P with Laura, and I guess Leo's old band is having their last show tonight, so I'll go to that, and also, I dunno, I have to fix my bike and make a proxy for the house meeting tommorrow and make it sound like I did a bunch of work this week.
I'ma freak out!