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i have no complaints with life right now. something in my head i believe still does not click right and i get these where confidence drops which leds to motivation dropping. i dont want to be around people or hear them talk when im like that but at the time i want someone there. its just one of those things where i tell myself "bite your lip, youll get through it, it will pass." and it does.
im kicking off the new year in a differnt state and kicking a 12 hour car ride. what better to do it?
i straightened up and got a little more responsible recently and stopped partying all the time...especially on work nights. i decided i needed to when i was really late 3 days in one week and one day they told me not to even bother coming in because i didnt wake up until an hour after i was supposed to be there. last week though i went out on a thursday night and had a blast. it was a good change of pace. i sound old
im digging this kelly clarkson song "chivas" right now. and her song "irvine"
true story
i have no complaints with life right now. something in my head i believe still does not click right and i get these where confidence drops which leds to motivation dropping. i dont want to be around people or hear them talk when im like that but at the time i want someone there. its just one of those things where i tell myself "bite your lip, youll get through it, it will pass." and it does.
im kicking off the new year in a differnt state and kicking a 12 hour car ride. what better to do it?
i straightened up and got a little more responsible recently and stopped partying all the time...especially on work nights. i decided i needed to when i was really late 3 days in one week and one day they told me not to even bother coming in because i didnt wake up until an hour after i was supposed to be there. last week though i went out on a thursday night and had a blast. it was a good change of pace. i sound old
im digging this kelly clarkson song "chivas" right now. and her song "irvine"
true story