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Apr 20, 2007 16:07

1607 hrs.

if i was from chicago right now i would say, "bad news bears."

the first time i ever heard that saying was a recite from craig. i was always glad i had never heard that in person, let alone know someone who uses it frequently. but fate betold...now i do.

so far today has been a day for seeing things. i saw a guy pulled over in the median. he was behind his truck talking to the cop, he was shirtless and wearing sandles. afterwards i saw a Hershey's Kisses mobile. it was three big kisses driving down the road. i wish i was the driver.

i want to go swimming. i want to go camping.

odd mood. hope it goes away.

some things dont look good, i hope they turn out the other way though.

there are times where i wish i wasnt how i am and could do things differently. there are times where i feel cursed. maybe its all in my mind and i just cant get around or its my subconscious getting the best of me. or maybe it is a curse or a doomed fate. but i do know that some of the things i fucked up over time i wont be able to fix or regain and when the reality of that sets in, its the heaviest thing i ever carried. some dreams are impossible and unreachable because thats just the reality of it, some dreams are impossible and unreachable because you made them that way. welcome to life. (like i said...odd mood)

She's trying not to see you as her worst mistake
And I wish that I could tell you right now
But it looks like I won't be around
So you won't know...

They say in heaven
There's no husbands and wives
On the day that I show up
They'll be completely out
Of their forgiveness supplies
And I cant use the telephone
To tell you that I'm dead and gone
So you won't know

weapon of choice: brand new (i havnt been able to stop since the show)

loveage,
3.22.85
.xoxo.
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