Today was eventful. Linda was trying to upset me (and it worked). Afterdrama put on a good show. My health issues have returned, it seems. It stormed like mad. We got lost on the way home. Well, not lost, but someone went the wrong way hahaha. Wang almost (we're talking like.. INCHES away) hit Nick's car when we were coming off an exit. Kid peeled lyke WHOA. BJ (ooh) had to have a cigarette right afterwards because it was a near-death-experience. We ended up having like 3 other near-death-experiences after that as well, haha.
hahaha Adam likes this picture because he said it looks like Dustin has no arm. Like a stub or something.
I want this kids hair!!! It's so perfect all the time.
After the show.. These were taken by Adam.
Look at this kids nails. He did them last night at my house hahah
Emo BJ (ooh!) Except not really hahaha
"You should take a picture of those lines and stuff. They're so emo." - BJ. Soo Adam took the picture, hahaha.
Boredom..
THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1. shirt that smells like smoke
2. track pants
3. ...rings?
THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1. bottle of water
2. sterio remote
3. cell
THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1. be completely happy
2. live in NYC
3.
THREE GOOD WAYS TO DESCRIBE MY PERSONALITY
1. friendly (most of the time, hahaha)
2. ...uh
3. ..wow. i have no idea
THREE BAD THINGS ABOUT MY PERSONALITY
1. i hate myself (hahahahaha that ALWAYS brings the mood down ;))
2. i do and say cruel things, not thinking, and then feel really bad about it when it's too late
3. i'm pretty negative sometimes
THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. i like my hair in the winter.. when it's not fro-season
2.
3.
THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1. i'm short
2. uneven
3. CRAMPS...?
THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT ME
1. i fall fast without warning
2. my past
3. i brush things off my shoulders pretend to not care, but really, what you said was like a fucking knife in my heart
THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1. uh huh
2. ooh, okay
3. wait, what? (i think im deaf!)
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. england
2. ireland
3. paris
TEN NAMES THAT I GO BY
1. veronica
2. ver
3. v-v-v-ver
4. vern (ill kill you. seriously)
6. miss v
7. veronica jillian (family is GHEY)
8. nonnie
9. ...v-cat? hahah
10.
A - Act your age - sometimes
B - Breast size - none of your business, fucker
C - Chore you hate - friggen.. vacuuming. cause it just DOESNT work in this house. the hair re-appears instantly because penny is one big ball of loose fur.
D - Dad's name - rudolph
E - Essential make up item - mascara and lipgloss. tie
F - Favorite actress - julia stiles/kirstin dunst
G - Gold or silver - silver
H - Hometown - pittsburgh
I - Instruments you play - used to play the keyboard, flute, guitar
J - Job title - n/a
K - Kids - hahah yes. i have many of those
L - Living arrangements - mom, younger sister, dog, cat
O - Overnight hospital stays - for my kidney issues
P - Phobias - spiders, water
Q - Quote you like - ..oh man i can't think of a single one right now. im fuckin tired
R - Religious affiliation - catholic
S - Siblings - two sisters. becka (24?) and ariell (16)
T - Time you wake up? - normally between 10 and 2 haha
U - Unique habit - i have no idea
V - Vegetable you refuse to eat - can't think of any
W - Worst habit - stopping in the middle of a sentece, because i feel stupid
X - X-rays - i've had seriously.. SOO fucking many of those. i could never even count them all.
Y - Yummy food you make - egg, cheese, bagel shits
Z - Zodiac Sign - fishy
[ Current Mood ] feeling ill. weird. tired
[ Current Music ] brand new "reason why"
[ Current Taste ] absolutely nothing
[ Current Make-up ] eyeshadow, eyeliner, mascara
[ Current Hair ] up. fucking RAIN gave me an afro
[ Current Annoyance ] the fact that im exhausted and feeling like shit
[ Current Smell ] cold air
[ Current Desktop Picture ] the working title logo
[ Current Favorite Band ] many many many
[ Current Book you're reading ] none
[ Current CD in CD Player ] toby lightman "little things"
[ Current DVD in player] n/a
[ Current Color Of Toenails ] red.. i think? im too lazy to look. holy shit..
[ Current Refreshment ] wate.r. but im not drinking it
[ Current Worry ] health
Last person...
[ You Touched ] wang or birdo
[ You Talked to ] wang or kay
[ You Hugged ] wang last night, i think haha
[ You Instant messaged ] kay
[ You Yelled At ] mom
[ You Kissed ] ah fuck it
FAVORITE...
[ Food ] fettuchini alfredo, chinese
[ Drink ] coke, gatorade
[ Color ] blue
[ Shoes ] flip flops or red "bowling" shoes
[ Candy ] eh
[ Animal ] dog, horse
[ TV Show ] SNL, MadTV, The sImpsons
[ Movie ] too many
[ Song ] too many
[ Fruit ] purple grapes
[ Cartoon ] the simpsons
ARE YOU...
[ Understanding ] most of the time
[ Open-minded ] most of the time
[ Arrogant ] probably somtimes
[ Insecure ] very much so
[ Interesting ] probably not.
[ Random ] indeed
[ Hungry ] no
[ Friendly ] usually
[ Smart ] haha oh man
[ Moody ] no.. but i pretend to be. i think people think im serious though. oops
[ Childish ] sometimes
[ Hard working ] depends on how much i care about what im doing
[ Organized] depends
[ Healthy ] no
[ Emotionally Stable ] yes, for the most part haha
[ Shy ] very much,w hen im around people i dont know
[ Difficult ] very much so
[ Attractive ] no.
[ Bored Easily ] not really? haha i dont know. i'm almost always bored. but i think it's because i'm always tired.
[ Messy ] sometimes i get lazy. but i try my hardest to not get that way
[ Thirsty ] no
[ Responsible ] yes, definitely
[ Angry ] no
[ Sad ] no
[ Happy ] usually
[ Hyper ] when im with people i'm TOTALLY comfortable with
[ Trusting ] unfortunetly
[ Talkative ] yeah, when im around people i really know well
[ Legal ] of age? Yessss sir ee bob
WHO DO YOU WANT TO...
[ Kill ] seriously kill? no one
[ Slap ] most everyone hahah just for shits and giggles
[ Get Really Wasted With ] no one
[ Get High With ] no one
[ Look Like ] freakn like.. other people
[ Talk To Offline ] anyone? online sucks usually
[ Talk To Online ] not really anyone hahah
[in the morning i am] extremely tired and out of it. oh, and mute. my voice is all fucked when i first wake up.
[all i need is] music and friends
[love is] special, sometimes, i guess. right now, it's my enemy though
[im afraid of] spiders, water (drowning), hospitals, doctors
[i dream about] STRANGE things
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[coke or pepsi]: coke
[flowers or candy]: flowers
[tall or short]: medium
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[what do you notice first?]: eyes and hair
[last person you slow danced with]: i dont remember
[worst question to ask]: "are you a virgin?"
-W H O-
[makes you laugh the most?] right now, nick
[makes you smile]: all of my friends
[gives you a funny feeling when you see them]: haha why does this always have to be asked?
[easiest to talk to]: wang and nick
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
[sit on the internet all night waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: no.
[save aol/aim conversations]: i used to. if they were either REALLY dumb and funny or ..something. i dont know.
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: haha yes, for 5 days every month.
[cried because of someone saying something to you]: yes
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[fallen for your best friend]: yes
[been rejected]: Yes
[rejected someone]: Yes
[used someone]: well yeah, but it was kind of as a joke. and it wasn't COMPLETELY my idea. =o/
[been cheated on]: not that i know of.. who knows, though.
[done something you regret]: yes, many things
-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[smoke cigarettes]: No.
[could you live without the computer?]: i could.. if everyone i knew had a cell phone and free texting haha
[color your hair]: i highlight it, not color
[ever get off the damn computer]: yes
[habla espanol]: nope, not really anymore
[how many peeps are on ur buddylist?]: 63, 19, 11. add that yourself.. im too tired
[drink alchohol?]: no
[like watching sunrises or sunset]: oh my god, yes
[what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?]: they're both horrible.. but phsycal is worse, usually.
-N U M B E R-
of times i have had my heart broken?: 1
of hearts i have broken?: maybe one
of guys/girls i have kissed?: LYKE 6066 GRLZ!!!
of continents i have lived in?: 1
of tight friends?: tyte, yo. i dont know
of cd's that i own? : a bunch
On the way home, I saw some of the most beautiful lightning I've ever seen. I was in awe a few times.