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first post in literally a coons age.
sad thing is i read everyones livejournal posts everyday.
slowly but surely goms and freegrabber.com has taken over my life.
i finished a whole semester of school in the fall. passed almost all my classes.
signed up for the spring, went the first 2 months. left for chicago and never went back.
i really wish i could move to chicago and just survive on the bare essentials.
its sad that in my wildest dreams i live in a loft, in downtown chicago, poor, living off of whatever i find in dumpsters and writing underground zines.
a worry-less life would be amazing right now.
i joined a gym yesterday.
busted my own ass. no need for a personal trainer.
i biked almost 10 miles, up hill.
and walked/ran on the treadmill for 2 miles, up and downhill.
i gained alot of weight when i moved to tenn. happy fat sucks.
but i figure its better to be happy and fat than unhappy and fat.
whatever.
i would really like to be a responsible adult.
i have no work ethic. at all.
i look in the help wanted ads in the news paper and say to myself "well i could do that"
but theres no point in applying because i wouldnt stick with it.
i have a fear of finishing things.
but regardless of everything, i have amazing friends, an amazing fiance, and everything ive ever wanted in life.
i think this summer will be better than last. even though last year, all my life consisted of was shows, knoxville, nashville, hang outs, road trips, and late nights.
i really feel this summer will be even better. we kicked it off walking in downtown knoxville clapping singing and running through water fountains. we got called hippies and people either gave us high fives or dirty looks.
and then a few days ago, me kay and ape got friendship tattoos. my friends are amazing and i wouldnt change it for the world.
kentucky was never this fun.
sad thing is i read everyones livejournal posts everyday.
slowly but surely goms and freegrabber.com has taken over my life.
i finished a whole semester of school in the fall. passed almost all my classes.
signed up for the spring, went the first 2 months. left for chicago and never went back.
i really wish i could move to chicago and just survive on the bare essentials.
its sad that in my wildest dreams i live in a loft, in downtown chicago, poor, living off of whatever i find in dumpsters and writing underground zines.
a worry-less life would be amazing right now.
i joined a gym yesterday.
busted my own ass. no need for a personal trainer.
i biked almost 10 miles, up hill.
and walked/ran on the treadmill for 2 miles, up and downhill.
i gained alot of weight when i moved to tenn. happy fat sucks.
but i figure its better to be happy and fat than unhappy and fat.
whatever.
i would really like to be a responsible adult.
i have no work ethic. at all.
i look in the help wanted ads in the news paper and say to myself "well i could do that"
but theres no point in applying because i wouldnt stick with it.
i have a fear of finishing things.
but regardless of everything, i have amazing friends, an amazing fiance, and everything ive ever wanted in life.
i think this summer will be better than last. even though last year, all my life consisted of was shows, knoxville, nashville, hang outs, road trips, and late nights.
i really feel this summer will be even better. we kicked it off walking in downtown knoxville clapping singing and running through water fountains. we got called hippies and people either gave us high fives or dirty looks.
and then a few days ago, me kay and ape got friendship tattoos. my friends are amazing and i wouldnt change it for the world.
kentucky was never this fun.