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[twostarsago]

i was standing there....and it all came rushing in.
this tidal wave of memories and overwhelming hate.
it was the plague.
and i.
yes i.
become the shadow within the figure.
it opened and i was there.
so hallow.
beneath it i fought and lost.
i have never won.
i fight still.
and you.
you brought it back.
you being me.
me being you.
fondness still projects.
and then hate covers again.
because to have feelings of anything
gives you me.