how come you dont write anything anymore?
I think it comes down to a number of things.
1. I dont have the time to honestly stop, think, reflect, write anymore.
2. Going to number 1, I work, go to school, study, hang out with Kirsten and friends. Normally I have some sort of agenda for the day and never bother stopping for a moment to reflect.
starting this i thought i would be able to produce a long list of reasons why i dont write in a journal anymore. I think that the list is long enough as is. i feel kinda regretful that i dont write in a journal daily actually.
valeria is at work and so i figured i would look around livejournal. i came upon my old melo page and i thought that i should look at it. i thank myself now for posting so often on that thing. granted most of the posts were of silly teenage issues or of heartache, but that was my life at that point. there is around 3 years of memories there. 3 years of girlfriends, friends, trials, events, memories that i have mostly forgotten. its really nice to be able to take a step back and take in what i was then and what i am now. i think its refreshing to see how ive grown, and thankfully for the better.
i think what it comes down to is that my life now is repetitive. Im not saying that its a bad thing, to be repetitive, its just that ive grown up. normal people have repetitive lives. you go to work, you go to school, you follow a schedule. back when i was posting literally everyday i didnt have any responsibility, i was just being a kid. i dont see my life now as boring. i love where im at right now. i have good friends, good job, great girlfriend, low stress level. now you can say that one should strive to stay out of a repetitive nature, but it sure does feel good to me right now.
i'm going through the motions and i wouldn't want it any other way for now.
1. I dont have the time to honestly stop, think, reflect, write anymore.
2. Going to number 1, I work, go to school, study, hang out with Kirsten and friends. Normally I have some sort of agenda for the day and never bother stopping for a moment to reflect.
starting this i thought i would be able to produce a long list of reasons why i dont write in a journal anymore. I think that the list is long enough as is. i feel kinda regretful that i dont write in a journal daily actually.
valeria is at work and so i figured i would look around livejournal. i came upon my old melo page and i thought that i should look at it. i thank myself now for posting so often on that thing. granted most of the posts were of silly teenage issues or of heartache, but that was my life at that point. there is around 3 years of memories there. 3 years of girlfriends, friends, trials, events, memories that i have mostly forgotten. its really nice to be able to take a step back and take in what i was then and what i am now. i think its refreshing to see how ive grown, and thankfully for the better.
i think what it comes down to is that my life now is repetitive. Im not saying that its a bad thing, to be repetitive, its just that ive grown up. normal people have repetitive lives. you go to work, you go to school, you follow a schedule. back when i was posting literally everyday i didnt have any responsibility, i was just being a kid. i dont see my life now as boring. i love where im at right now. i have good friends, good job, great girlfriend, low stress level. now you can say that one should strive to stay out of a repetitive nature, but it sure does feel good to me right now.
i'm going through the motions and i wouldn't want it any other way for now.