Well at least I know I'm not a total idiot

[twoshedz]

I had a maths and physics test today and I aced both of them 100 % for both, You'd think I'd be happy about that but I'm not, I really feel like utter shit, something is missing and I don't know what. My Life is heading back in a good direction and I found out I might have part time work soon which is good but I still feel that something is missing to make me feel truly happy. Maybe dad's wedding on saturday will cheer me up. I went out with him tonight along with a couple of his mates I had a good time. We went to a pub in mornington and had dinner there then went back to one of dad's mate and had a few wine's while watching a few movies of dad's 4wd trips, they look really fun and I wish I could do that some time. I think I am a bit envious of that. I would love to go 4wding up in the high country with the camping and such, it has been a long time since I have done any of that stuff. At least 10 years, I wanna get away from the city for once I'm so sick of it here and I want to get away, even if it's just for a couple of days.

Well I should get to bed, I have a early start tomorrow, even though it's only orientation and I don't have to go, I feel that I should go. So good night everyone thats reading this and have a goodie.

Btw If anyone need a place to stay I now have 2 free rooms, Shaz was pissing me off. He is way too unreliable person to be staying here.