Still Feeling Like an ASS!
Ok, so it's been a year since I last posted. People would probably think my life has improved so much that I have nothing to talk about anymore. LOL! That is bullshit if you would believe that. I was just laying here on my floor having my second glass of wine while ripping cd's and waiting on my non-significant other to get here when I realized that my life still sucks. The difference in the Ramonas now is that it sucks and I have accepted the sucking so much that it's almost a reward. As I lay here asking the almighty GOD what I should do I started to giggle while thinking I should probably share this moment with others who are lame enough to read my blog. I am a 29 year old 11 month and 1 day year old single woman with no children so guess how I feel about now! I feel good that I made it to this age without being a baby momma, but I almost feel like a freaking loser and a spinster for it as well. My cats had babies and they are here. HAHA! I now have SIX! CATS! Yeah babayyy! If you need spinster lessons you have come to the right place. Just kidding. I have a soft place for cats because in some ways they remind me of myself. They care without caring, like being rubbed, and have mesmerizing eyes. LOL! Anyway. Life is fine. The recession is cutting down on my dress and shoe buying but I have a title with a company and I have been there almost a year. if you have read me for a while you would know I thought that wouldn't happen years ago. I am in love I think as well. HAHA! The question is with who. It could be with myself. I have been kinda smitten every time I look in the mirror, but that is because I realized how bad I felt for so long due to the emotional abuse of my past love. I need to post more from now on so I can go back and read about how twisted I have been. The twists keep changing and I keep forgetting how crazy I am so this journal interests me as well. Please instruct this woman on something. I need to reupholster a chair and get up enough guts to take my kittens to the animal people. THIS IS A CRY OUT FOR HELP!!!!!!!!!