Enough Time Has Passed
Life has been happing overtime since my last post to this thing. What surprised me more was that people actually read my blog. Shame on you all for not responding and attempting to make me talk to you via IM. The best way for you to get that is to say hey I left a response in your blog get back with me and let me know what you think.
I guess enough time has passed for me to post again. I don't even know where to begin. I have a new job. Yes a job, not a career yet. I got my paralegal certificate, and like my degree I am not using it. I have a new cat, not sure if I wrote about that. Uhhh my aunt died the Friday before Christmas and I drove to the city of doom aka Detroit. LOL What's f-ed up is her son signed in to her apartment and saw her dead. He is a crackhead so I guess he just took her money out her wallet and left. He didn't come to her funeral, and just sent her a Valentines day card. Oh GOD!!! I accidentally said the V word. I didn't want to talk about that, but I'll have to. I didn't go anywhere or get anything. I think I'm used to that but it somewhat kinda maybe slightly almost hurt this year. My pimp game is definitely off. Actually I am so tired of games. I burned all my games back in September some time. Monopoly, Scrabble, Jenga, Trouble, Hungry Hungry Hippo... all that shit is gone! I'm trying to be real but cautious at the same time but I think that has been backfiring a well. I'll have to get into that later. What else. I think I am a complex person. The way you know if you are truly complex or not is to be alone for an extended amount of time to find yourself and end up coming out more confused than ever. Man, I tell you. I was like ok I want to get married and have kids and be a lawyer and be a teacher BUT man that life is like slavery I should educate educate educate my mind until I'm like 33 and a half, go get my hands on some sperm and potentially have my daughter who I know I want before I'm 40. Then I was like damn I looooove being single, This is the shit. Then one day (actually it was Friday 02/16/07) I came home from work to two cats and no dying roses on my table, no wack ass V-Day cards. I think I got a headache instantly. Two days later here I am posting.
Next... I'm always somewhat interested in what people see from me. Ultimately I am told there is this soft, fuzzy, marshmallow of a woman deep down. I apologize to my ego for allowing anyone to see that, but in the past few months I have been called: Despondent (you know who you are)Coy, Stoic, Conservative, Weird (whoever said this is late!) Funny, Ditzy, and Snobby. I don't give a damn for the most part. I'm just mad no one said intelligent. Wait... Ohhhh, someone did say that, so I'm happy. I give an applause to everyone trying to figure out this million piece jigsaw puzzle.