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I talked to Lynn on the phone for like 1.5 hours the other day. It was the best conversation I’ve had with someone in a long time. I let her know about my break-through with Chad. She said the most heart-pounding truth. “We are all cut from 4 different kinds of fabric. You are cut from like 16 different kinds of fabric. Finding someone who matches with you, is difficult. Which is why you have a problem finding others who fit so well with you. But at least you met Chad, someone who does fit with you. Now technically speaking, you are going to have to go out with 32 people in order to find another person who fits you.”
Jesus, Lynn, you are so correct. It’s almost scary at the same time to know how hard its gonna be for me to find someone. Maybe this is why I am so picky about being with certain people. If I feel like they dont fit at all, its all fucked up and I move on without really giving anyone a chance. Thanks, Lynn, I love ya.
Work today was AWESOME! It was Andrews first day as my Assistant Manager and it feels so good to have someone completely behind me. I cant wait to accomplish so much with him their and I cant wait to really work on his development in the restaurant. :)
I started my Christmas Shopping early. Last Saturday I speant over $150 on 31 gift bags that I handmade and selected for everyone at the restaurant, the video store, Pigs eye, and Wildside. So that shopping is complete :) Like I said, I'm going all out this year.
So, I still have yet to talk to Athena and Christin since, well forever ago. It's really driving me nuts and well, depressed. I'm going to be in Reading for Xmas and I'm not as excited because I feel like I lost my girls. It's funny, I have never tried to Salvage a friendship between a girlfried and myself as much as I have with these two. They are my fuckin girls and I love them...I'm just confused. I feel sick just thinking about it.
In other news, my god, I LOOOOOOOVE Henry Rollins ad his rants. God he is so hot.
Tomorrow I off and I'm going to Wildside to hang with Calvin while he draws up my shit :) AHhhhhh one more week!
Also, Im addicted to these muscle relaxers as per the doc...eh help
I gotta go....I gotta finish up my schedule at work :) Peace yall
Jesus, Lynn, you are so correct. It’s almost scary at the same time to know how hard its gonna be for me to find someone. Maybe this is why I am so picky about being with certain people. If I feel like they dont fit at all, its all fucked up and I move on without really giving anyone a chance. Thanks, Lynn, I love ya.
Work today was AWESOME! It was Andrews first day as my Assistant Manager and it feels so good to have someone completely behind me. I cant wait to accomplish so much with him their and I cant wait to really work on his development in the restaurant. :)
I started my Christmas Shopping early. Last Saturday I speant over $150 on 31 gift bags that I handmade and selected for everyone at the restaurant, the video store, Pigs eye, and Wildside. So that shopping is complete :) Like I said, I'm going all out this year.
So, I still have yet to talk to Athena and Christin since, well forever ago. It's really driving me nuts and well, depressed. I'm going to be in Reading for Xmas and I'm not as excited because I feel like I lost my girls. It's funny, I have never tried to Salvage a friendship between a girlfried and myself as much as I have with these two. They are my fuckin girls and I love them...I'm just confused. I feel sick just thinking about it.
In other news, my god, I LOOOOOOOVE Henry Rollins ad his rants. God he is so hot.
Tomorrow I off and I'm going to Wildside to hang with Calvin while he draws up my shit :) AHhhhhh one more week!
Also, Im addicted to these muscle relaxers as per the doc...eh help
I gotta go....I gotta finish up my schedule at work :) Peace yall