so I'm a hermit again.
I've left my house alone only once since I lost my job. I am afraid of going out by myself. The world is suddenly an even more terrifying place than it was before. I need groceries, I need a job, and I need to see a therapist but I've become a prisoner of my own irrational fear.
I guess there's always that day you change. Maybe today will be that day for me. I'm going to the grocery store... I think.. I hope.. and next week I will try to leave the house everyday and apply somewhere everyday.
Here I go again. Scared shitless. Here I go again. Another fight for survival. Here I go again. This is all too familiar..
I guess there's always that day you change. Maybe today will be that day for me. I'm going to the grocery store... I think.. I hope.. and next week I will try to leave the house everyday and apply somewhere everyday.
Here I go again. Scared shitless. Here I go again. Another fight for survival. Here I go again. This is all too familiar..