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I just realized I haven't even THOUGHT about livejournal in quite some time...and it's really my only link to Wendi and Jennie. Even though I know I have the phone, I'm just not the type to pick it up. I think about them often, but never call.
I'm restless tonight. I wanted to go out with my friends tonight...but even though I know I have a standing invitation to these things, I don't want to just show up. I could call...but, there again is my phone problem. Anyway. I'm restless about school tomorrow. My first day of class last week was awful. My teacher asked around the class when we first got in what we planned on narrowing our degree in and what we wanted to do with it when we got out. Everyone in the class gave some bs answer or an actual desire, but when she got to me I told her, "I don't know!". She then told me in front of everyone that 40,000 dollars was a hell of a lot of money to spend on an "I don't know" and that when I got out I would be working for Kinkos if I didn't find some motivation and discover what I wanted. She even told me I should leave. It was horrible. I went home crying. Now, I really don't want to go to class tomorrow. I also don't want to do the assigned homework because she's horrible. I don't want her to think me a coward...but I don't have any desire to pay to sit and listen to her lecture me about what I should spend my money on. I will talk to someone tomorrow about transferring. I think I might be too late for that, unfortunatly. I might just have to cowgirl up and finish with this horrible class. On the bright side, though, tomorrow I have a class with a really cool teacher. He's 87 years old! I get to do a lot of drawing and painting. I'm stoked.
My good friend Kelly is leaving and moving to Idaho on Wednesday morning. I hung out with her today, but that will be the last time I see her. :( I like Kelly. She's a good friend.
Ezra's paintball field opened this last saturday. He worked his ass off to get it done and it looks great. He's got the best field in the county...he'll do really well, I think. The opening game wasn't all that huge, but it'll only get better. I'm so proud of him!!
Anyway, ho-hum. I hope Jennie, Jamie, Joe, Wendi, Josie, Corey, Leo, Chloe and all else are well.
I'm restless tonight. I wanted to go out with my friends tonight...but even though I know I have a standing invitation to these things, I don't want to just show up. I could call...but, there again is my phone problem. Anyway. I'm restless about school tomorrow. My first day of class last week was awful. My teacher asked around the class when we first got in what we planned on narrowing our degree in and what we wanted to do with it when we got out. Everyone in the class gave some bs answer or an actual desire, but when she got to me I told her, "I don't know!". She then told me in front of everyone that 40,000 dollars was a hell of a lot of money to spend on an "I don't know" and that when I got out I would be working for Kinkos if I didn't find some motivation and discover what I wanted. She even told me I should leave. It was horrible. I went home crying. Now, I really don't want to go to class tomorrow. I also don't want to do the assigned homework because she's horrible. I don't want her to think me a coward...but I don't have any desire to pay to sit and listen to her lecture me about what I should spend my money on. I will talk to someone tomorrow about transferring. I think I might be too late for that, unfortunatly. I might just have to cowgirl up and finish with this horrible class. On the bright side, though, tomorrow I have a class with a really cool teacher. He's 87 years old! I get to do a lot of drawing and painting. I'm stoked.
My good friend Kelly is leaving and moving to Idaho on Wednesday morning. I hung out with her today, but that will be the last time I see her. :( I like Kelly. She's a good friend.
Ezra's paintball field opened this last saturday. He worked his ass off to get it done and it looks great. He's got the best field in the county...he'll do really well, I think. The opening game wasn't all that huge, but it'll only get better. I'm so proud of him!!
Anyway, ho-hum. I hope Jennie, Jamie, Joe, Wendi, Josie, Corey, Leo, Chloe and all else are well.