Oct 15, 2002 22:17
I would like to say that alot has changed since my last post, but I really cant, because it hasnt. I have had to move someone again. This time it was my little brother and his girlfriend. They Moved RIGHT down the road from us. Yeah and Uhg all at the same time. I love my brother. His girlfriend is a trip, but I cant take them both at the same time, and then we throw ariel in the mix who has been overly angry lately and we have me in a corner quivering in a little ball of psycological torment. Ariel and Kelly (My brothers GF) Have become good friends and have spent quite a bit of time together. But there is always something that pisses one or the other off. Little shit, meaningless or not they both have major mood swings and to top it all off there is daniel who can be a real shit when he wants to. All of this could still be manageable if it weren't for my empathy. I fucking hate it. I hate it that I get pissed off when ariel is pissed off, or depressed when she is, and when it is all three of them being grumpy, I just cant take it. BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH. Ok Im done whining now. So the stars have been winning and this is good, and we are supposed to go see Rent on thursday if we can find a freakin babysitter. I swear, its not like we go out alot, or ask really anyone to watch the kids while we go have fun MORE then once a year. So why the hell is it that when that once a year comes we cant fucking find a babysitter? I guess what I am really trying to say through all of my bitching and venting is, nothing ever changes. I feel the same way I did when I started posting, and so does ariel, and probably the rest of the world.