Muse crit!
• No pointless comments. Telling someone you love them is cute, but not a critique. Tell them what they are doing right and why. I will delete threads that are just pointless. So no going "omg your muse compliments mine so well, they're perfect together.", or "My only critique is that you need to be around more."
• No bashing. Please keep your ( Read more... )
We love Niel. You know that, I know that, they know that. So with that said...
Even when we were just starting out, there was an instant understanding that they had of each other, and it was really the basis for everything that Byunghun is now. Without Niel, he wouldn't be here, and wouldn't be the person he is that everyone seems to admire him for beccause... well, Niel is the one that really helped him grow this way, at the root of it all. (Not to belittle anyone else's contribution, but it would be a lie not to give Niel the credit he deserves.) Niel is really the one person that understands him completely, in all of his moods, quirks, those dumb things he says sometimes, when he doesn't even want to talk, his dumb jokes, and worries about him, like really worries about him in a non-superficial way -- those qualities that I think everyone always dreams about having in a best friend but very few manage to actually have. When he's feeling down, Niel is the one that's there with a hug or just a shoulder, or just avoids the subject, and somehow, it's always exactly what Byunghun needs. I don't think we'll ever be able to fully express how grateful we are for Niel, or just how much he means to us, as a dongsaeng, bandmate, friend, and really, family.
But he's not just that best friend to Byunghun either. Niel has the ability to understand what others around him are feeling or thinking without them saying anything, and endear people to him after just a few exchanges (if it even takes that much). I think it's because he's so thoughtful, more so than any muse I've ever met. He thinks about so much, and it's not just a "Oh, hmm" but really delving into a subject. I think it left an impression on me because he does it in a way that has the other person going along with him. He doesn't lose people when he talks, and sometimes it sounds so fanciful that Byunghun, as much of a homebody as he is, sometimes comes out of his box to ponder the universe before scurrying back home.
Of course, we love that he's not just a quiet thinker, but also bright and energetic, and a brat. He's not afraid to joke around with his hyungdeul and even terrorize them to the point of being threatened in return. Also, lately that childish prankster side is showing (which I was both shocked and so completely entertained by. Sleepovers, anyone?) and it's great to see because I remember telling you I was really concerned that he seemed withdrawn. The socializing is really great to see. And it makes us both really happy to see him like this.
Well, yes, I hope this was constructive in some way. I might add more later, but... Yeah. ♡ Grow, change in ways that make you happy, but you will never stop being perfect.
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