Jun 02, 2004 01:16
Just getting in from 307....my head hurts....I smell like cigarettes and the blue in my hair is getting nasty.
Taylor was good tonight....I especially liked the lady that sang with them....she was smooth.
My dad has been getting on my nerves....It was cool that we hung out when we didn't live together....but now, we basically do and I'm so sick of hanging out with him now. I'm beginning to think I have no friends. Er, whatever.
Man...I am in such a crappy mood right now..... ::sigh::
I hope this summer takes off sooon....the last few days have been totally worthless. I wish the rain would clear up....because when it rains....I'm always wishing I were with someone.....and I'm not. Rain is depressing when you're alone but a blessing when you're with someone you truly care about. I think everyone has felt like that sometime in their lifetime. Can I get an Amen?
I have so many things that I'm looking forward to in the semi-distant future. 1) New York 2) Steuby 3) Summer Youth Shakespeare 4) Florida
And those are 4 huge chunks of my summer...but I want simple summer daily delights! Like today....I did nothing at all except play with my new digi cam. AND THAT IS IT. I had NO interaction with the outside world....I just stayed in my room...and just farted around. I haven't wrote anything of substance in a while....I want to be inspired...and no inspiration has moved me yet. ]
And I mean...what do I mean by summer daily delights?
I don't even know....just anything that's the slightest bit spontaneous.
Spontaneity.....it's what I need.
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Actually, some really cool news today...My cousin called and told me she bought us tix to RENT. 2nd row. Man, that's so sweet....I just can't get as excited over it like I was earlier today.
I think I'm going to hang out wih Stefan and Will tommorow....that'll be interesting. Anyhoo, I'm going to bed....the stale smoke that reeks from my dress is killing me.
.OnE.