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[twolostsouls]

i've been feeling pretty damn sick for the past couple of days.
yeah, feeling so emotionally sick, that i'm becoming physically sick.
if that makes any sense......

yeah, i made a mistake.
must go on.
must stick with my 'so called' hatred towards the man.
must fake happiness and skip through the weeks until he's no longer there.

damn.
i thought.
i did it.
in my mind i thought it would all be in MY best interest.... in reality, i know that i have fucked up something that could have been.

i deserve a stab in the throat.