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i hate being the only single one in this apartment. i hate that its getting harder instead of easier. i hate that some days its hard to distinguish exactly what im missing. i hate that instead of being happy watching my friends fall in love it just hurts like hell. i hate that a lot of things dont make me happy anymore. i hate that the closest thing ive found that does is an hours drive away. i hate that i wont be able to have all those little things that i miss. i hate that the hope for anything working out is overshadowed by my last failed attempt at a long distance relationship.
but i think the thing that i hate most... is just being lonely.
but i think the thing that i hate most... is just being lonely.