arg..........
Okay, havent updated in a long time....as from former updates me and alex havent talked in a longggggggg time. Friday we were at the locker as usually me being all nice did what i always do and say hello and he just comes out and says he had talked to jen and that she had invited him to hang out and wanted to know howi felt about it.... i didnt know how to repond i mean i miss him but ill have to be like he was for so long just forgetting that i still actually like him and it sucks i guess i should just be the bigger perspn and deal with it... i dunno this sucks really bad ... hate situations like this... either dont talk to him or be able to handle just being friends.... but is that possible even though i still have feelings even if he doesnt???