I'll see you in my dreams...
back when things were wonderful - I had no regrets.
i still don't.
this is how it is:
my mother is more my grandmother than anyone else. My mom is one of the kindest, most thoughtful people in the whole world. I PROMISE you I will never do her wrong again. I will never disrespect her ever again. There's no reason for that.
Every day - my mother would go visit my grandma and they would talk. When my mom was upset with ME, or my dad, or Thom - she would go for a walk with my grandma - and everything was put into perspective. Visiting with my grandma was part of my mothers DAILY routine. That routine is all screwed up now. My MOTHER has no regrets. She's the most beautiful woman (tied with grandma) that I've ever known. I want to be JUST like her.
I need to be to my mom what she was to grandma. I need to be the one to walk with her now when she's stressed. I need to be the one to talk to her when she's crying because she misses grandma. I will be. I promise you all this.
I MISS my grandma. A piece of me is MISSING right now. It's so hard to explain. It's the most pain I've ever felt... and I know the worst pain is to come in my future... I can only pray for the strength to endure.
You know... my grandma gave me strength. She continues to do so.
YOU give me strength. every day. Knowing I'm not alone in this is a great feeling.
My grandma is happy. "Endings are beautiful." She told me that.
Lord give me the strength to finish out the week.
"In your dreams I'll walk with you
To the edges of heaven I'll be there for you
In your eyes I see the truth
Close your eyes till you find me in your dreams
I'll walk with you." - even my grandma speaks to me through spice girls songs...
goodnight.
Special recognition for the night goes to Amara, Tori, Jenna, Erin, Tony, MK, Corrie, Bobbie Jo, Katie, and of course Jason. You fill me with hope. I love you.
bk
i still don't.
this is how it is:
my mother is more my grandmother than anyone else. My mom is one of the kindest, most thoughtful people in the whole world. I PROMISE you I will never do her wrong again. I will never disrespect her ever again. There's no reason for that.
Every day - my mother would go visit my grandma and they would talk. When my mom was upset with ME, or my dad, or Thom - she would go for a walk with my grandma - and everything was put into perspective. Visiting with my grandma was part of my mothers DAILY routine. That routine is all screwed up now. My MOTHER has no regrets. She's the most beautiful woman (tied with grandma) that I've ever known. I want to be JUST like her.
I need to be to my mom what she was to grandma. I need to be the one to walk with her now when she's stressed. I need to be the one to talk to her when she's crying because she misses grandma. I will be. I promise you all this.
I MISS my grandma. A piece of me is MISSING right now. It's so hard to explain. It's the most pain I've ever felt... and I know the worst pain is to come in my future... I can only pray for the strength to endure.
You know... my grandma gave me strength. She continues to do so.
YOU give me strength. every day. Knowing I'm not alone in this is a great feeling.
My grandma is happy. "Endings are beautiful." She told me that.
Lord give me the strength to finish out the week.
"In your dreams I'll walk with you
To the edges of heaven I'll be there for you
In your eyes I see the truth
Close your eyes till you find me in your dreams
I'll walk with you." - even my grandma speaks to me through spice girls songs...
goodnight.
Special recognition for the night goes to Amara, Tori, Jenna, Erin, Tony, MK, Corrie, Bobbie Jo, Katie, and of course Jason. You fill me with hope. I love you.
bk