Oct 24, 2005 09:18
i fucking hate hate school right now and all the prepubesent bullshit dramam that comes attached to it. it never seems to be about me but i'm alwyas the one who gets caught in the crossfire. wow. thanks a lot...doucebags. the thing is kids, that no one seems to understand, is that (and this goes for the general high school populace so you can just keep comments like "your basically singling me out" or "i know that already, who are you to act condesending to me?" to yourself) there are people out there that don't like you ok? and they will talk about you, even more so cuz we're in high school ok? yes, i know it sucks for all you people who keep swinging that banner of "well high school drama dosn't affect me and i don't care about it" i have this to say. you can dish out all that teenage transcendental mentality all you want miss or mr. mature but that won't stop it from happening and every once in awhile you will be the topic of it. welcome to the world, its not very nice.
basically my little children is that, again, i'm forced to display some sort of statement to prevent further injury to myself becuz when rumors fly i'm always the first suspect. sorry that i have friends that like to gossip, i promise that i won't gossip about you but i won't ignore them either. my apologies, i can't sacrifice a friend to make you feel better. its just to hard to hold onto them.
and to end this i'd like to say a big thank-up to all you dicks and assholes out there that spurred me to write this. it really was such a joy to defend myself online like a nervous, socially retarded 10 year old girl, espcieally when i'm sick. so thanks guys, it really means a lot.
to bad you don't know ME well enough to know that i would never say anything negative about you so we could of avoided this entire thing.
fuck everybody cept zach and my aunt maggie cuz i love them most of all right now.