Who:Chii (
looking_for_him ) and Agito (
twofacedshark )
What: Awkward conversation.
When: after
looking-for-him.livejournal.com/1544.htmlWhere: Agito/Akito's room
Warnings: hum... might be a little boring? and the usual cursing because it's agito
Agito cursed and screamed at the deck, completely lost at the last events. He preferred the sheep’s, the sheep’s were so easier than making Chii get the right from wrong.
“Fucking dammit!!” screams again at the ocean, hearing Akito’s soft voice inside.
“Hell…” laughs dryly, touching his face with the back of his hand “I fucking suck at this…”
He turns around, walking towards his room, where he had ordered Chii to stay in the middle of his rage.
Chii sat in her room, being unable to do much except what she was ordered to do, being a persocon. It was obvious she was worried since she did something wrong.
Enters the room, looking to Chii sat, with a sad face.
He blushes, not knowing what to say to her, he wasn’t used of owning explanation for his actions, and much less explaining them
Even more to a clueless person like Chii.
“Heya…” ends up voicing, turning his face. Walks in a mechanical way to her, sitting next to her.
"Agito!" she said at once. "Chii made a mistake. Chii wanted to help Agito, but Chii made a mistake" she said, since she never learned how to say 'sorry'.
Looks to her, blushing even more, feeling more guilty for having screamed at her.
Opens his mouth, but no sound comes out, he really had no clue how to deal with her. He had never had to explain right and wrong to anyone, actually, no one had even bothered to explain them right and wrong.
“… fuck…” voices, feeling miserable at the lack of words.
"Fuck...." she mimics at once.
Takes his hands to his face, cursing in silence for having just gave another bad example, looking desperate.
"Agito is not happy. Chii wants to make Agito happy."
Looks to her “Chii…” blushes, turns his face to the other side.
“Fuck… look… I mean, listen…” looks to her “And fucking pay attention, okay?!” says it on an angry tone, but mostly because he was extremely embarrassed and desperate with the situation.
"Chii?" she tilts her head, obviously confused
“I… You…” blushes even more “You don’t fucking have to do anything… to make me happy. Okay?”
She just looks confused. "When Agito is happy, Chii is happy too."
“Yeah, I know… but you don’t fucking have to make anything to make me happy! I am fucking happy already! Even when I don’t fucking look like, I am happy…” he could feel himself drown more and more on the explanation. He is about to change to Akito, but his other self refuses, saying that if it wasn’t him, Chii would think he was mad at her.
“Chii… your… fucking existence… is enough to make me happy.” Gets as red as a tomato “I mean, and you fucking learning new things… and you fucking make Akito happy also.” Scratches his head “Got it?”
"When she learns, Chii makes Agito happy?"
“Yeah and…” Agito takes a deep breath again “But when you fucking do something… That might put you in danger… I get sad… and worried… and when I fucking get like that I scream and say what I fucking don’t mean it.”
“So… when you want to do something… I want you to fucking ask me first.”
"Chii will ask Agito! Chii will!" she beams
Smiles childish like, feeling relieved. “And I’ll try not screaming at you… I know you meant good, sorry chii”
Chii blinks for a few moments before - "CHII!!!" she calls when she hugs him happily
Falls on the floor with the weight of Chii on top of him, blushes more, but surrounds his arms around her neck also. Burying his face on her shoulder.
He knew that he would one day have to let her go… so he wanted to cherish this small moments on his memory, her smell, her warm…
But these things he would never say them out loud “Okay Chii, that’s fucking enough.” Complains.
"Chii..." she moves to sit. "Should Chii bring tea for Agito?"
“… yeah, I suppose” scratches his head again, slowly regaining his usual facial colors.
"Chii will! Chii will bring tea and cookies."
“… Hum… just one more… thing..” looks to the floor.
"Chii forgot something?"
“No, you didn’t…” looks to her “I want to fucking ask you… something.”
"Chii?"
“Do you… want to work?” asks “Not on that fuck… but on… something else…” tries to think of a way to make her understand the question “is there something that you fucking enjoy doing?”
"Chii likes to help, Chii likes to see Chii friend's happy."
“Yeah but…” looks slightly annoyed, not managing to get the answer he wanted “From all the fucking tasks that you fucking did… what did you enjoyed doing the most?”
"Chii likes baking"
“So… if you fucking worked… like, if your job was fucking baking… would that fucking make you happy?” looks awkwardly to the side.
"Chii!" she nods happily
“Okay… you can fucking go get the tea now.” Says, thinking of a way of getting a job to Chii that involved baking.
"Chii!!! Should Chii bring a sheep? there are many sheeps."
Smirks “No, that’s fucking fine. Better fucking save them for Mello, since he likes them so much…”
"Mello likes sheep?"
“Yeah, he fucking likes them.” Laughs.
"Chii..." she obviously believes that