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Alright...so I suppose it would be time to update. Lets see, I'm back in Arizona. I start work at my mom's office tomorrow, which will be as boring as ever, but I will attempt to enjoy it. Christmas was good...I got the usual clothes, candy, jewelry etc. My family and I are going to ski in Utah on the 1st and we'll be back the 6th, and then its back to work again.
In other news...I've been feel really weird since I've been back home. I think it has something to do with coming home after being away for so long, I feel like I'm 15 again. I mean even when Tim and I hung out, when he dropped me off, we were both acting like it was junior year again, and every noise we heard made us freak out in case it was my parents. When in actuality it wouldnt have mattered if my parents came out at all...its like I've gone back in time. Not having a car definetly adds to that feeling. Having to be picked up and dropped off if I want to go anywhere, I'm in highschool all over again.
But I keep having these odd dreams about exes...like last night I had one about Pete, and I was pressing charges against him for attempted rape or something. It went on for hours, or it felt like it did, it was terrible. Everyone was mad at me, and I just kept crying. I dunno...being home does weird things to my brain. Part of me wants to go back to Drew, but there's nothing really new and different there either. I mean classes are the same old thing, I have the same friends that I've had forever (not that I dont love them, of course), there are absolutly no male prospects. I miss that new exciting feeling that you get when you're going somewhere for the first time. I guess I'm just burned out, I'm ready for the next phase of my life. I'm ready for some adventures...
Lets see...oh! the new Harry Potter title is out...Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! I can't wait, I need a new Harry Potter book so badly. They haven't announced the release date yet of course, but oh well, a title is better than nothing.
I guess thats really it...I miss everyone back in Jersey, I can't wait to see you all again. Hope your Christmas', Hanukkah's, Holiday's, and New Years' are and will be great. Give me a call if you want to chat, I could use some entertainment. That goes for you Phoenix people too, especially after I get back from skiiing, I'm going to have weeks ahead of me, with no interesting things to do in sight. <3
In other news...I've been feel really weird since I've been back home. I think it has something to do with coming home after being away for so long, I feel like I'm 15 again. I mean even when Tim and I hung out, when he dropped me off, we were both acting like it was junior year again, and every noise we heard made us freak out in case it was my parents. When in actuality it wouldnt have mattered if my parents came out at all...its like I've gone back in time. Not having a car definetly adds to that feeling. Having to be picked up and dropped off if I want to go anywhere, I'm in highschool all over again.
But I keep having these odd dreams about exes...like last night I had one about Pete, and I was pressing charges against him for attempted rape or something. It went on for hours, or it felt like it did, it was terrible. Everyone was mad at me, and I just kept crying. I dunno...being home does weird things to my brain. Part of me wants to go back to Drew, but there's nothing really new and different there either. I mean classes are the same old thing, I have the same friends that I've had forever (not that I dont love them, of course), there are absolutly no male prospects. I miss that new exciting feeling that you get when you're going somewhere for the first time. I guess I'm just burned out, I'm ready for the next phase of my life. I'm ready for some adventures...
Lets see...oh! the new Harry Potter title is out...Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! I can't wait, I need a new Harry Potter book so badly. They haven't announced the release date yet of course, but oh well, a title is better than nothing.
I guess thats really it...I miss everyone back in Jersey, I can't wait to see you all again. Hope your Christmas', Hanukkah's, Holiday's, and New Years' are and will be great. Give me a call if you want to chat, I could use some entertainment. That goes for you Phoenix people too, especially after I get back from skiiing, I'm going to have weeks ahead of me, with no interesting things to do in sight. <3