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so, its weird to me. how different people are. you can live in the same town as someone, go to the same school, talk to the same people. but there is always something different. i dont know what it is, it must be like inserted at birth. i mean some people are outgoing, they can talk to anyone, anytime, any place. they know how to keep a conversation going, even if there's nothing to talk about. there are people who are just mean. i mean you can try anything to talk to them, but unless they like you, conversation is over. most of the time if you're mean you're a bitch. when you a bitch, you are usually self-centered. which makes me think. i listened to someone discribe their group of friends the other day. she said things that didnt make me laugh with them, but at them. girls have a funny way of thinking. when they're alone, they are fat, ugly, powerless. but the second they are with their friends its like they change 100%. they become funny, outgoing, and intoxicating. they think they are "the best". they can, as a group, take on anyone. when i think about the groups of girls that i know, it makes me think about how different they all are. i think of 5 groups and describe each one with one word; fun, superficial, scary, weird, and intelegent. and yet, they are all really the same. its the same with boys. some are jocks, some punks, some musicians, and some are just helpless. think about spfhs. you'll know who im talking about. when i think about myself, i think about everything in one. thats all i can hope to be, and thats who i try to be.