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tonight = bane and outbreak with cailah (hopefully). im really sick of my house. an im sick of the cold. and im sick of a lot of shit. one thing im really sick of is not being able to have fun at shows without being afraid that someones gonna punch me in the face. what the fuck. seriously... people need to grow the fuck up and realize what it is theyre actually doing. my life has been fucked up by assholes just trying to be hard and tuff, when in reality they prove nothing beside how big of a fucking pussy they are. does it feel good to know that you can knock a girl out who is half your size and break her face? tuely whoever gets off on that sort of shit should be fed to pigs. i just want to feel safe at shows and not flinch everytime there is a fast paced movement coming towards me... not have to cover my face in fear that i might loose some teeth or break my nose. i dont think that these certain assholes in the hardcore community realize how shitty they make everyone elses time. and you can say "that's what hardcore is about" FUCK that. i BEG to differ. that douche bag better pray he's never seen by me at a show
xoxo
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