Don't let yourself down. Don't let yourself go.
My weekend was mostly working on my demo reel. I did take a break saturday to hang out with all the peeps at hannah's and tim's (was a ton of fun!)
I have two weeks to finish the level I'm working on before I plan on moving on to the next portion of my demo reel. Two weeks. That is such a short period of time. There is so much work to do. And while I did a -lot- of work this weekend, it wasn't nearly enough. I was taking my time cuz I wanted it to look good, and most of the stuff I did does look good, so thats a plus. But I have so much more to do. I'm going to have to spend even more time on this level, I really want it to look stunning.
The thing that upsets me about this though, is while I may be able to finish some nice stuff for my demo reel in time. I still want to redo my entire print portfolio. I figured I could do that after I graduate, but I forgot that it's going to be displayed -at- the portfolio show. That crappy thing I threw together last quarter is going to displayed at portfolio show. AAAAHHH!! When on top of my demo reel am I going to be able to revamp this thing entirely before the show?
I just can't wait until I graduate and all this stress is over with. I really want to fast forward until I have a job and am ready to move in to a nice place and have a life again. ugh. I'm tired of all this stress and I'm tired of not knowing where I'm going to be. I'm ready for change!!! It's only the third week of the quarter and I'm already acting like it's finals.
So pardon me while I become a hermit... Again. Hopefully, for the last time.
I have two weeks to finish the level I'm working on before I plan on moving on to the next portion of my demo reel. Two weeks. That is such a short period of time. There is so much work to do. And while I did a -lot- of work this weekend, it wasn't nearly enough. I was taking my time cuz I wanted it to look good, and most of the stuff I did does look good, so thats a plus. But I have so much more to do. I'm going to have to spend even more time on this level, I really want it to look stunning.
The thing that upsets me about this though, is while I may be able to finish some nice stuff for my demo reel in time. I still want to redo my entire print portfolio. I figured I could do that after I graduate, but I forgot that it's going to be displayed -at- the portfolio show. That crappy thing I threw together last quarter is going to displayed at portfolio show. AAAAHHH!! When on top of my demo reel am I going to be able to revamp this thing entirely before the show?
I just can't wait until I graduate and all this stress is over with. I really want to fast forward until I have a job and am ready to move in to a nice place and have a life again. ugh. I'm tired of all this stress and I'm tired of not knowing where I'm going to be. I'm ready for change!!! It's only the third week of the quarter and I'm already acting like it's finals.
So pardon me while I become a hermit... Again. Hopefully, for the last time.