Dear Lovelys.
I have a request of all my dear fans.
We need to bring back my dear Cinnimonster.
You might be asking where she's run off too, and my response would be no where far. XD I still see her on an almost daily basis, but she's been lacking on her writing updates.
Now she told me she is working on a new GTop story, (a happy one where no one dies,) and I want to read it. XD
But she said that she doesn't feel like there's a point in her posting any more stories. All of her "loyal" Elvin fans have let her down by not noticing her lack of updates. I refuse to let her be let down by the GTop fandom. WE ARE STRONG AND WILL SHOW HER THE LOVE!!!!!!
So a few weeks ago she posted this Not Dead!! And I want to prove to her that there are fans out there that care!!!
Another few ways to comment spam her would be one of the followings. (which since I'm posting her information I guess I'll post mine too... XD)
For her:
Twitter: Cinnimonster
Windows Messenger: cinnimonster@live.com
E-Mail: She's two of these, lyrical.soliloquy@gmail.com and cinnimonster@live.com.
For me:
Twitter: Two_Dents
Windows Messenger: Two_Dents@yahoo.com (it works trust me XD)
E-Mail: Twodgf@yahoo.com.
We both have Facebooks, but you'll have to talk to us further about obtaining access to those XDDD
ANYWAYS
K_pop4life noticed my absence, and is the reason I remembered to start posting again. We need to be Cinnimonsters reminder for why she should post again. We need to show her we care, because I care which means if you love my stories you will care!!! XDDDDD
She's been there to provide us with breathtaking GTop Stories before.
And if you want more amazing stories, you should read her other brilliant works.
She's is a UKiss fan. Her favorite pairing, Eli x Kevin. And She's written more then a few amazing stories.
For example.
Beat It's an awesome plot twisting story about lower class Eli, and how he falls in love with upper class Kevin. It's funny, and dramatic, and it will keep you reading. (also completed.)
YGAD, Which stands for Your Girlfriend's A Drag. This story will have you rolling with laughter and feeling great pains for our beloved Kevin. (The story is inspired by when Kevin cross dressed for Starking as Jessica.) Who is forced to cross dress a Jessica so that his best friend Kibum won't have to tell his older brother that he is gay. I loved ever moment of this story.
But when she's not writing UKiss stories, she's writing stories for our favorite band. (and when I say that I mean actual band as in we play instruments kinda band, we classify boy bands as something completely different, because they are XDDD )
Dir en grey. (Not a band I'd recomend for everyone, especially if you listen to sweet boy bands all the time. They're eon's darker then any Tim Burton film you've ever seen. For example. Kyo, the singer, has had his vocal skills discribed as the following: The sound of a person Vomiting, Screaming, Orgasiming, and Spitting all at the same time. (Who else can go from an epic growl that sounds as if demons were fighting their way out of his throat to a high pitch wail that sound like nails on a chalkboard all in one bridge.) But if you do find yourself wonder what kind of music Cinnimonster and I enjoy listening to I recomend you look into the softer side of Dir en grey and start out with Aint Afraid to Die. It's a beautiful song and if you read the lyrics while listening to the emotion in Kyon's voice, you might cry. I did. XD It's a ballad that's breathtaking. I swear!)
Anyways. She's written two stories for them
Drowning. This story is how Cinnimonster believes the incite of Kyo's mind is. How she thinks he comes up with the horrifically haunting lyrics that send shivers down your spine.
A Day of Grey. This one is a humorous tale of how Cinnimonster pictures a day in the life of Dir en grey would go. She ends it with a haunting note, due to the face of our belief of Kyo isn't always a pleasant one.
Now onto the stories you might have read.
Her amazing GTop collection.
The first one she wrote was dedicated to me. It was simply breathtaking and amazing, I don't know what to say because even to this day I'm still in awe over this story!
It's called Porcelain & Silk, and it's amazing. It's about Jiyong, an over perfectionist who meets Seung hyun and before long they engage in a relationship. Jiyong isn't happy because he doesn't believe things are perfect and he is unaware of how to fix them. Seung hyun falls in love, and wants to show Jiyong that life isn't perfect. It's a beautiful story, that made me cry, so be forewarned that tears may occur.
Her other Gtop is another depressing one. I loved it thought, and yet again, it did make me cry.
This one is called Even if I Die, I Can't Let You Go. This is based off the the 2am song of the same title.
It's a story about letting go. I'm not going to spoil it by telling you the story but I am going to encourage you read it asap.
Now onto the an amazing gift for me to you. ^^
This is an original story that Cinnimonster wrote for me, a story she used to write one of my favorite stories by her (a story you might know, it's called, Porcelain & Silk.) It's called the Porcelain Boy. So please do take the time to read and understand her epicness and why she is needed back!!
their feet make impressions in the snow, perfect until brushed away by the wind. their hands brush gently against each others. they smile, blush, turn away. they shuffle gently down the street in the dark, hollow eyes always watching.
they cuddle close, holding hands, holding each other. their lips brush. they smile, blush, and turn away--only to turn back and kiss.
he cries and says it's too good to be true. "you couldn't love a monster like me," he sobs, clutching the elder's shirt, leaving tear stains on his collar.
"i love what i want to, and i love you," he replies, running his fingers through the younger one's hair. he silences him with a kiss, wiping away his tears with a smile.
he cries a lot and claims he is unlovable. he spends a lot of time awake, and a lot of time alone. he knows that he worries about him. and he worries about himself, too. he begins to feel secluded. he begins to feel claustrophobic. "why are you always such a perfectionist?" the elder asks.
"because i like things to be how i want them."
"i worry that i'm not how you want me."
"i worry about that, too."
the older one of the two knows nothing else to say, and to silence himself from crying, kisses the younger one, whispering, "goodnight."
"stop saying you love me," the younger one snaps.
"but i only say it to you because it's true," he responds.
"but i don't deserve it," he whimpers, the tremble of tears in his voice.
"you deserve the world," the elder replies, "but i'm afraid i'm not going to be able to be the one to give it to you."
weeks pass and the elder hasn't heard from his lover in awhile. he calls around but no one tells him anything. he calls around until he finds someone that will. "he didn't want to tell you, because he knew you'd think he was crazy. you'll find him at the hospital."
the elder one races to his lover's side to find him in a weakened state, body frail and muscles weak. "i couldn't tell you what i'm scared of, because," the younger one cries, "i'm scared of myself."
they're holding hands, though it isn't the same. his fingers are bony and skeletal. his heart is hollow and cold. he's staring straight ahead--his porcelain skin is perfect, but beneath it he is cracking slowly and falling apart. it's later that he seems to break a little more. he's crying again. "you could find better. better than me."
"in what way?"
"anything. everything."
"what if i don't want 'better'"?
"then i'll make you need it."
he realizes that he means it, and he can feel himself starting to break, little by little.
again, the weeks pass and he's not heard from the younger one again. he figures he's pulled another stunt and finds his source again. only this time, the source replied with, "the funeral is tuesday. you've a letter to read."
the letter was short, but meaningful. "i couldn't tell you i loved you, because i heard when i was younger you must love yourself before you can learn to love. i'm so sorry, but i love you. i only write this now, because i think i'll love myself when i'm gone."
he sat through the funeral, never taking his eyes off the casket. it was open and inside was the porcelain boy with perfect hair and a gleaming smile and beautiful eyes. only now his hair was too perfect and he couldn't see his smile and his eyes were closed. he waited for everyone to leave before approaching the casket. the porcelain boy was quiet and he didn't cry anymore. he wouldn't cry anymore. he felt the tears scalding his cheeks as he touched the boy's cold hand. "it's like the last time we held hands," he whispered. "cold and hollow, skeletal. but i still love you."
Now that you've read this please take a moment of your time to contact my beloved Cinnimonster and harass her into writing again. If she get just one comment I'll be happy. Someone please reach out and let her know she is loved!! ^^
Thank you my lovelies. Spread the love and in return you will be rewarded with a new GTop, Cinnimonster will reward you with a new breathtaking and awesome GTop that will be happy and joyful.
I want to read this GTop and so do you. ^^ Spread the love, my dears spread the love.
Don't forget you can contact either of us through the following methods. ^^
For her:
Twitter: Cinnimonster
Windows Messenger: cinnimonster@live.com
E-Mail: She's two of these, lyrical.soliloquy@gmail.com and cinnimonster@live.com.
For me:
Twitter: Two_Dents
Windows Messenger: Two_Dents@yahoo.com (it works trust me XD)
E-Mail: Twodgf@yahoo.com.
We need to bring back my dear Cinnimonster.
You might be asking where she's run off too, and my response would be no where far. XD I still see her on an almost daily basis, but she's been lacking on her writing updates.
Now she told me she is working on a new GTop story, (a happy one where no one dies,) and I want to read it. XD
But she said that she doesn't feel like there's a point in her posting any more stories. All of her "loyal" Elvin fans have let her down by not noticing her lack of updates. I refuse to let her be let down by the GTop fandom. WE ARE STRONG AND WILL SHOW HER THE LOVE!!!!!!
So a few weeks ago she posted this Not Dead!! And I want to prove to her that there are fans out there that care!!!
Another few ways to comment spam her would be one of the followings. (which since I'm posting her information I guess I'll post mine too... XD)
For her:
Twitter: Cinnimonster
Windows Messenger: cinnimonster@live.com
E-Mail: She's two of these, lyrical.soliloquy@gmail.com and cinnimonster@live.com.
For me:
Twitter: Two_Dents
Windows Messenger: Two_Dents@yahoo.com (it works trust me XD)
E-Mail: Twodgf@yahoo.com.
We both have Facebooks, but you'll have to talk to us further about obtaining access to those XDDD
ANYWAYS
K_pop4life noticed my absence, and is the reason I remembered to start posting again. We need to be Cinnimonsters reminder for why she should post again. We need to show her we care, because I care which means if you love my stories you will care!!! XDDDDD
She's been there to provide us with breathtaking GTop Stories before.
And if you want more amazing stories, you should read her other brilliant works.
She's is a UKiss fan. Her favorite pairing, Eli x Kevin. And She's written more then a few amazing stories.
For example.
Beat It's an awesome plot twisting story about lower class Eli, and how he falls in love with upper class Kevin. It's funny, and dramatic, and it will keep you reading. (also completed.)
YGAD, Which stands for Your Girlfriend's A Drag. This story will have you rolling with laughter and feeling great pains for our beloved Kevin. (The story is inspired by when Kevin cross dressed for Starking as Jessica.) Who is forced to cross dress a Jessica so that his best friend Kibum won't have to tell his older brother that he is gay. I loved ever moment of this story.
But when she's not writing UKiss stories, she's writing stories for our favorite band. (and when I say that I mean actual band as in we play instruments kinda band, we classify boy bands as something completely different, because they are XDDD )
Dir en grey. (Not a band I'd recomend for everyone, especially if you listen to sweet boy bands all the time. They're eon's darker then any Tim Burton film you've ever seen. For example. Kyo, the singer, has had his vocal skills discribed as the following: The sound of a person Vomiting, Screaming, Orgasiming, and Spitting all at the same time. (Who else can go from an epic growl that sounds as if demons were fighting their way out of his throat to a high pitch wail that sound like nails on a chalkboard all in one bridge.) But if you do find yourself wonder what kind of music Cinnimonster and I enjoy listening to I recomend you look into the softer side of Dir en grey and start out with Aint Afraid to Die. It's a beautiful song and if you read the lyrics while listening to the emotion in Kyon's voice, you might cry. I did. XD It's a ballad that's breathtaking. I swear!)
Anyways. She's written two stories for them
Drowning. This story is how Cinnimonster believes the incite of Kyo's mind is. How she thinks he comes up with the horrifically haunting lyrics that send shivers down your spine.
A Day of Grey. This one is a humorous tale of how Cinnimonster pictures a day in the life of Dir en grey would go. She ends it with a haunting note, due to the face of our belief of Kyo isn't always a pleasant one.
Now onto the stories you might have read.
Her amazing GTop collection.
The first one she wrote was dedicated to me. It was simply breathtaking and amazing, I don't know what to say because even to this day I'm still in awe over this story!
It's called Porcelain & Silk, and it's amazing. It's about Jiyong, an over perfectionist who meets Seung hyun and before long they engage in a relationship. Jiyong isn't happy because he doesn't believe things are perfect and he is unaware of how to fix them. Seung hyun falls in love, and wants to show Jiyong that life isn't perfect. It's a beautiful story, that made me cry, so be forewarned that tears may occur.
Her other Gtop is another depressing one. I loved it thought, and yet again, it did make me cry.
This one is called Even if I Die, I Can't Let You Go. This is based off the the 2am song of the same title.
It's a story about letting go. I'm not going to spoil it by telling you the story but I am going to encourage you read it asap.
Now onto the an amazing gift for me to you. ^^
This is an original story that Cinnimonster wrote for me, a story she used to write one of my favorite stories by her (a story you might know, it's called, Porcelain & Silk.) It's called the Porcelain Boy. So please do take the time to read and understand her epicness and why she is needed back!!
their feet make impressions in the snow, perfect until brushed away by the wind. their hands brush gently against each others. they smile, blush, turn away. they shuffle gently down the street in the dark, hollow eyes always watching.
they cuddle close, holding hands, holding each other. their lips brush. they smile, blush, and turn away--only to turn back and kiss.
he cries and says it's too good to be true. "you couldn't love a monster like me," he sobs, clutching the elder's shirt, leaving tear stains on his collar.
"i love what i want to, and i love you," he replies, running his fingers through the younger one's hair. he silences him with a kiss, wiping away his tears with a smile.
he cries a lot and claims he is unlovable. he spends a lot of time awake, and a lot of time alone. he knows that he worries about him. and he worries about himself, too. he begins to feel secluded. he begins to feel claustrophobic. "why are you always such a perfectionist?" the elder asks.
"because i like things to be how i want them."
"i worry that i'm not how you want me."
"i worry about that, too."
the older one of the two knows nothing else to say, and to silence himself from crying, kisses the younger one, whispering, "goodnight."
"stop saying you love me," the younger one snaps.
"but i only say it to you because it's true," he responds.
"but i don't deserve it," he whimpers, the tremble of tears in his voice.
"you deserve the world," the elder replies, "but i'm afraid i'm not going to be able to be the one to give it to you."
weeks pass and the elder hasn't heard from his lover in awhile. he calls around but no one tells him anything. he calls around until he finds someone that will. "he didn't want to tell you, because he knew you'd think he was crazy. you'll find him at the hospital."
the elder one races to his lover's side to find him in a weakened state, body frail and muscles weak. "i couldn't tell you what i'm scared of, because," the younger one cries, "i'm scared of myself."
they're holding hands, though it isn't the same. his fingers are bony and skeletal. his heart is hollow and cold. he's staring straight ahead--his porcelain skin is perfect, but beneath it he is cracking slowly and falling apart. it's later that he seems to break a little more. he's crying again. "you could find better. better than me."
"in what way?"
"anything. everything."
"what if i don't want 'better'"?
"then i'll make you need it."
he realizes that he means it, and he can feel himself starting to break, little by little.
again, the weeks pass and he's not heard from the younger one again. he figures he's pulled another stunt and finds his source again. only this time, the source replied with, "the funeral is tuesday. you've a letter to read."
the letter was short, but meaningful. "i couldn't tell you i loved you, because i heard when i was younger you must love yourself before you can learn to love. i'm so sorry, but i love you. i only write this now, because i think i'll love myself when i'm gone."
he sat through the funeral, never taking his eyes off the casket. it was open and inside was the porcelain boy with perfect hair and a gleaming smile and beautiful eyes. only now his hair was too perfect and he couldn't see his smile and his eyes were closed. he waited for everyone to leave before approaching the casket. the porcelain boy was quiet and he didn't cry anymore. he wouldn't cry anymore. he felt the tears scalding his cheeks as he touched the boy's cold hand. "it's like the last time we held hands," he whispered. "cold and hollow, skeletal. but i still love you."
Now that you've read this please take a moment of your time to contact my beloved Cinnimonster and harass her into writing again. If she get just one comment I'll be happy. Someone please reach out and let her know she is loved!! ^^
Thank you my lovelies. Spread the love and in return you will be rewarded with a new GTop, Cinnimonster will reward you with a new breathtaking and awesome GTop that will be happy and joyful.
I want to read this GTop and so do you. ^^ Spread the love, my dears spread the love.
Don't forget you can contact either of us through the following methods. ^^
For her:
Twitter: Cinnimonster
Windows Messenger: cinnimonster@live.com
E-Mail: She's two of these, lyrical.soliloquy@gmail.com and cinnimonster@live.com.
For me:
Twitter: Two_Dents
Windows Messenger: Two_Dents@yahoo.com (it works trust me XD)
E-Mail: Twodgf@yahoo.com.