Sep 25, 2005 20:54
im so tired and bored, i wish i had something to do. why cant i have friends that like to just lay around the house in front of the tv and talk, joke, cut up whatever but no they always have to be moving or going somewhere (alix). ok i just tottally lost my train of thought. anyways did i mention im bored stiff, hahaha (that was a sarcastic laugh) actually im not finding anything funny right now im just waiting for her to call me so we can talk about whatever stupid shit pops up.
on a serious note I want more out of life, i want someone to hold. sctratch that im not even going there. there is no reason for me to get all moody. but i do feel a bit lonely and left out right now. I dont know why though, its not like i really feel like moving around awhole lot anyway.
goddamn i hate AIM, i hate it!!! Im so pissed off right now and i dont know why!!?!?!?!?!?!?!!???!?!?!?!?!? ok.....so i need to clean my car out big time me alix are always in there and its a mess empty cigarette packs, McDs bags...and fries! Alot of my clothes, bags from an asortment of stores, rocks...god only knows how they got in there,ummmmm....i dont know just alot of fucking shit that needs to get out before i go nuts with all the cluter. I want to choke someone so bad right now im so pissed off and frustrated and have no damn clue as to why i feel this way....i mean i have an idea of why im so pissed but i highly doubt that is the main reason or the reason at all.
Ok ok ok okokokokokokokokokkok for the record i have nothing to ...... FOR!!!
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