Apr 14, 2005 13:59
the grass is greener on your side honey! my yard is dark and brown.
I miss you more than anything and everythings my fault. I let things cloud
my mind, instead of focusing on how much you make me happy I just let things get too me too easily
I know saying "sorry" isnt going to help but if you would just let me make it up to you some how, Ill show you how much i truly still love you, and this hurts me just as much cause i feel like a failure to you. I failed! I just want us to be togehter, either as my friend or my girlfriend. This time i rather be your friend then nothing at all. Yes i am alone,i go home everyday to an empty house to empty phone calls. i wonder when your gonna call or maybe just pop up one day on my back pourch bangin on the door. All this has showed me alot about myself and things i need to improve on as a person and your "boyfriend". I love you so much and all i showed for the last week was a bitterness not toward you, i just couldnt shake the feelings i was having and Im sorry for taking them out on you. so i guess ill leave you alone, as much as my heart will allow me to.