Passive
Sometimes I wish I had killer instincts. But then again what type of person would I be if I could kill someone with no remorse.
I am torn by the buddhist way of live vs reality. Indeed i have no problems following the five precepts, but i fear in certain situations, will I ended up dying instead of retaliating? Will I fire a gun to save someone else? Is it selfish not to kill, even if it meant saving someone else, or myself (though for myself it would be selfish either way -_-').
I hate being so passive, so nice, sometimes.
I am torn by the buddhist way of live vs reality. Indeed i have no problems following the five precepts, but i fear in certain situations, will I ended up dying instead of retaliating? Will I fire a gun to save someone else? Is it selfish not to kill, even if it meant saving someone else, or myself (though for myself it would be selfish either way -_-').
I hate being so passive, so nice, sometimes.