sigh
friday and saterday had to be the 2 worst days in the entire world, on friday, heather, sami, donnie, aj, shaina,brandon and i all went to the mall, and when we got there sami got sick, and threw up, so she and shaina went to the bathroom, and none of us thought any thing of it, i didnt really want to go but everyone wanted us to go, so we all went, and we were walking around and everyone went out side to smoke except for brandon and me, so we walked off, and i went to go see how sami was, and she was sitting on the floor inside of the one person bathroom with shaina, and she was still sick, and i was depressed off my ass when sami started breathing funny and she told me she needed help, so i went and found the first person from the mall i could, and she got out her walky talky, and called security, and i couldent help it i was crying so freaking hard, so they wouldent let me stay with sami i was hysterical, they called 911 and she had to be taken to the hospital in an ambulance, and i didnt know what was going on or how she was doing cuz they wouldent let any one stay with her except for shaina, and then shaina ran out and sayd kori do you want to go to the hospital with me, and so i had to leave aj , ( i really didnt want to becuz he was the one person that calmed me down the most) but we went, and sami was having tests done on her, and stuff, her heart rate was high, and her blood pressure was high, and everyone was crying cuz we didnt know any thing about what was happening to sami, but after a really long time of tests they couldent figure out what was wrong with her, so they released her and she went home, but jon, sarah, donnie, aj, shaina,brandon and i wall stayed at the hospital for a little while, i got in a really bad mood and i was just so into hating the world and i just wanted to be left alone, and i went to go walk out and jons like, you cant get back in through there, andi yelled at him and told him i didnt care any more, and it put him in a bad mood, then someone else sayd somthing to him, and pissed him off so she took off, and i came back in there and aj and donnie were pissed off, and sarah was bitching at donnie, and sarah told donnie to fuck off, and they got into a big fight, n it took aj every thing he had not to say any thing to her, because she is a very close friend to me ( even though donnie didnt deserve the bitching) it would complicated aj and my relationship, and thats really somthing we didnt need, and of course donnie forgave sarah, and that really pissed aj off, as well as me, so everyone was just in a sour mood yesterday, cuz the world sucks.....