holy shit
well well, seeming that i havent added any thing in a long time, theres alot to say, if wanted to be said. i recently went camping, it sucked, school starts the 30th, thats going to suck, im having a hard time getting along with my friends, or any one for that matter, and that really sucks, im having a hard time finding my place in life, cuz no matter what i do sumthing gets fucked up, and just when things start to get better, things really do get fucked up, my bf that ive been dating for almost a fucking year, made me quit my only release to the world, and he wont quit his, so i dont fucking care what he does, so this means im gunna do what ever the hell i wanna do, im told to just dump him some of the times, but its not quite that easy, im in love with the fuckin person, so now what the hell do i do? we fight all the fucking time, we dont have any of the same point of views on things, but yet i cant break up with him, i love him way to fucking much, and i cant loose another person that i love this much, and its like i have no one to talk to about any of this cuz it all gets back to him and it starts another fucking fight and im just sick of constantly fighting my way through life, and its hard to just hide from the world because every were i go i find conflict with out even looking for it, its almost as if the whole world is out to get me, and it seems that ever time i get close to somone, they drop me on my ass, and its really getting old, so today really fucking SUCKS!