how i feel about life
i hate it, i fucking hate people, i trust no one, they all want to take everything from me, push my buttons to see how far i will go, how much it will take befor i crack, befor i tear apart and will be left alone, confused and naked, stripped of all sanity and love, i will have nothing but thoughts of pain and regret, and people will see me as nothing, my friends will have gone and so i will be left alone. drowing in sorrow and numb to all that is around me, surrounded in nothingness. standing alone in the cold waiting for somthing to happen, waiting to die, wanting to die, waiting for all my pain to end, waiting for my sad miserable life to finaly end.