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Well I found out the other day my Grandma had another heart attack. I guess my mom was saying she dont have that much longer to live. It's pretty scary... I never had anyone close to me pass away before. She's like a second mother too me. When I was younger and my mom was going to college, and working, she stayed with us, and helped my mom out alot. I seriously dont know what im going to do when the time comes to go to her funeral, I dont like talking about it, but *sighs*, I dunno. Im not looking forward to seeing everyone on my dads side of the family... The only people I actually talk to on his side is my grandma, and my aunt connie, everyone else, I havent seen, or spoken to since I was a little kid... I really dread seeing my dad also... I know he is going to be bitching about something, like "How come you didnt call your grandma all the time, or go and see her alot", I foreone, dont think he has any room to talk, he never comes and sees Angie, or me, or calls, I mean he dont even call us on or birthdays. Anyways, thats about it for now.. I have nothing really else to say, but I hope my Grandma gets better, and that Im praying for her every night, and I love her so much.