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you ever have that feeling of some people not giving a shit..
well I know that's not a feeling... that's reality
some people.. no matter how hard you try.. just won't give any shits at all
you may want to be friends with them... you may try to just communicate with them just because you just wish to chat
and see if you can make new friends...
but it's like you've been prejudged for reasons not even in your control
or that you were just in a different mindset... and they want nothing to ever do with you again
i just don't get it
no matter how hard I try i won't i'm sure
the people this is for will never read it anyways i'm sure
I would like to get there sympathy
i know it's not going to happen
why do I bother? why do i push for it?
just because i'm fucked up in the head enough to push on
and think i'm going to get somewhere... a friendly conversation.. something at all
but nope... just rejected from their minds... unknown reasoning and all
well I know that's not a feeling... that's reality
some people.. no matter how hard you try.. just won't give any shits at all
you may want to be friends with them... you may try to just communicate with them just because you just wish to chat
and see if you can make new friends...
but it's like you've been prejudged for reasons not even in your control
or that you were just in a different mindset... and they want nothing to ever do with you again
i just don't get it
no matter how hard I try i won't i'm sure
the people this is for will never read it anyways i'm sure
I would like to get there sympathy
i know it's not going to happen
why do I bother? why do i push for it?
just because i'm fucked up in the head enough to push on
and think i'm going to get somewhere... a friendly conversation.. something at all
but nope... just rejected from their minds... unknown reasoning and all