I miss New York!!!!!!!
everyone else did it so why not...
I wanna fuckin come back here so bad!!!!!!!!!! Ugh i'm going crazy... I miss it so damn much...
I got hooked up for xmas... from my family I got a portable DVD player with mad movies, I got a mad expensive radar detector, car starter with alarm and all that happy shit, mad clothes, 135 bucks gift card to anywhere..ona those simon things..., from my John I got all new car speakers, xbox with xbox live and halo2 which im addicted to, also a whole bunch of other games, neons for my car, shit load of clothes, from fam I got some ps2 games and some xbox games, 25 bucks gas card, 30 bucks to the movies ... just alot of cool shit :)
I wanna go get some cds and get my shit installed.. car starter... I gotta fix my cigg lighter so I can actually use my radar.....
I really wanna come back here really soon I dun care what I have to do but it's getting desperate.. I know this sounds horrible but maybe I got money from my g-ma and I can get an apartment here and I dont mean it like that cause whether I did or did not im happy but im just saying its an option. I wont ask my father cuz I really don't care so if I did then I did and if not then I didn't... im happy either way.. I just wish I was back here with JOhn and we could both be happy cause I honestly notice that he's happier here toop maybe because I am... I don't know.. but I want to be back... I missed my father so much and just everyone and every thing, the roads, the towns, the people.... everything.. and it hurts.... so much...
Well i'll be here until the 1st or some shit so hit me up if anything is goin on....
Merry Christmas all of you :)
I miss you all :(
Even the one's who now hate me... I miss you guys the most....