ARGH!!!
omg... Ok... Um, I snuck out the other night right? Yeah... And went to see my friend Jay... and well... things got carried away and whatnot... He's a great kisser, I can tell you that much lol... But dude... I barely know the guy but it's like... I keep thinking about him... wtf is wrong with me? How can I feel this way already? I gotta slow it down... I shoulda learned that by now with the whole situation about Joe and everything... But I'm gonna take it slow this time. Maybe he doesn't even wanna be friends... I don't know... But I tried to go to bed and it's storming here... I just kept thinking about wanting to cuddle with Jay as it thunders outside... *sighs* Someone help me... please? I feel more than I should and I want it to stop because I don't want to mess this up...