Jan 07, 2006 01:48
I'm a fuckin sad sight right now. This day went from good to bad in a matter of fuckin seconds, and as usual the people I think I can trust stab me in the fuckin back. Story of my life. Still shit bein spread about me, and I've tried proving myself, I still am. Prove myself to her. Kyle pulled through as far as I'm concerned. He said he'd back me and he did to the best of his knowledge. Feaze didn't answer the fuckin phone, and Nick pulled some funky shit. I look like a real fuckin moron right now cuz I chose three people I thought I could trust and one pulled through. Bo said she'd back me on this, she fuckin knows cuz she's one of few people that a lot about me. Angel's knows the most of me, Bo probably comes in second. Right now me and her are in the same fuckin boat. We both love somebody and we're gettin fucked out of it. Her with Josh and me with Angel. People can't keep their fuckin toungues still and keep spreadin rumors and shit, fuckin me over. Josh doesn't want Bo, and it's rippin her to fuckin shreds. I'll tell ya now, avoid her on Jan 25 and on April like 19, cuz the date in april she would've been single a fuckin year now. She'll straight deck anyone who pisses her off and I'm at that point now. I'm supposted to head to Step Cemetary this friday. That outta be fun, considering what's in me. See how fuckin bad it wants to come out then. Jade'll have a board and I'll have a few books. We're more or less goin ghost hunting, and I'm going to see if any of those dead bastards can help me with this fuckin demon. And if they can't, then I'll drag them all down to hell with me when I go. I need to hang out with Damian and Darkstar sometime too. Darkstar may be coming out soon. The real one. I know I can't fuckin wait. Damian, Darkstar and I are fuckin linked in fates, so sooner or later I'll see it. I'd prefer sooner. If this shit with Angel falls through, I won't be far behind. Then with a little luck, Damian will follow soon after, lol.
The few good things that did happen today, are a gaming session and I got the new Rammstein alblum, Rosenrot, off Kevin. Funny how the good and the bad are weighed, eh? How there's like two good things to a good half dozen bad. Later fakus, I got some research to do. Peace and MCL.