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so things are a smidge better. ive stopped the drugs except for weed. and i dont even smoke that much anymore. going to ipswitch high tommorrow so i can get back in school. i almost have a job too. at cumbies. its not my first choice but hey its a job rite?? so ya still feeling pretty shitty but im trying to take it as something that will pass soon and not dwell on it. i mean ya ive pushed alot of ppl away the last month but i hope that i can fix all that. ive been trying to but no one seems to be responding. i understand thou.... i mean ive been a horrible friend that last month or more. but ya know what?? i think ive learned from my mistake and hopefully people will realize that too. i dunno. im just a fuckup i guess...