Rwor...
Trying to be the nice guy, the knight, the true love, Is far to much work. Every attempt I make to save someone i love, or protect someone in danger, goes without thanks. Infact I get BLAMED for their misfortune. Maybe I should become a dick like every other guy. This really isn't worth my time. I'm tired of getting shit on from multiple angles. And when people have a problem? They don't give a shit that maybe I might have a problem, and just unload. I don't carry a light load I want to protect EVERYONE that I love. But I don't want to be your scape goat, I don't want the weight of your world on my shoulders. I want you to carry your own load, and let me give you the occasional hand, when I have a free hand to lend. It's very difficult and against human nature to ACTUALLY be nice and truely care. I can't say there is a single friend that i don't love wholey, Even the blond bimbo still has some love.. not enough for me to be her friend again, I nearly broke under that weight. *sigh*