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so.... ted's get together was last night... i stayed till bout midnight... mark stayed the night.... which is cool.... he called me when i got home to make sure i didnt fall asleep cuz i was real tired and too tired to drive...
well before i left i told him something very personal and he shrugged it off and went inside... needless to say i cried til i got home... then when he called he was real sweet to me and i jus thought to myself... "damn, he's really tryin to fuck with me cuz he knows its gonna make me feel worse." well it did make me feel worse... i told him to call me later and if i was awake i'd answer....
the next morning:
i woke up to see no mark when he said he'd be here first thing in the morning... i looked at my phone and there was no missed calls or unread messages... so i waited... and waited AND GUESS WUT IM STILL FUCKIN WAITING IT IS 230 AND HE WAS FUCKIN SUPPOSE TO BE HERE BY NOON EARLIEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he broke promises and broke my fuckin heart!!!! fuck that shit... im so hurt and pist right now... i hope he realizes wut the fuck he's done to me... cuz if he's not here soon then im leavin... cuz i aint waitin on him all damn day...! im not lookin like a dumbass waiting for him.... FUCK THAT!!!