Very much blahness lately...
Ok maybe not all so much blahness as more of sadness...GRR! Yes there is some grrness included in that! SO right now I am sitting here at Meadowlawn attempting to update my damn journal in between of getting pulled into different jobs. Oh well, I don't mind considering the fact that I'm still a loser who has no new friends...blah. I just seem to keep getting the short end of the stick on social/personal issues compared to my sister. Blah to academics!!! Whats the point of being good at academics when you dont have anything in social/personal issues??? Plainly there is no point. SO my sis is the prettier sibling (because there is always one, a proven fact, the cooler sibling that can seem to punk out or w/e to everything she owns and can also pull of bright colored hair and piercings...has an awesome huge group of friends who are all similar to her and me in what kind of things we like...people who actually LIKE her genuinely, etc. Shall I continue? And then there is me, the chubby, ugly one who is boring and has no new friends...I love the ones dearly that I have and are ACTUALLY my friends, but i still seem to be having a hell of a time finding peers that are true friends. I'm sick and tired of it all, seriously FUck the world and all the people in it (minus my friends and family although sometimes i get angry with both). GRRRR And a certain someone whose names starts with a J is completely ignoring for some reason!?!?! What the fuck did i ever do!?!?! NOTHING! go fucking figure!!! I am very upset by this!!! I seriously didnt so anything...so much for having someone actually like me...i knew it was bullshit from the start! Teaches me to believe anyone ever again.. Men are scum, truly. I am so sad right now, I just want to crawl in a hole and never come out...wither away to dust. ::ponders:: Yes it seems ideal right now...
School about killed me with finals week and they STILL haven't posted grades yet!! I don't want to know but i do! Especially to see if i actually failed my math exam or not, I most likely did but there is that small diminishing ray of hope. AND I got an email from school today saying I am approved for the bookstore advance...so that meant something went wrong with my dining services plan...turns out I need to pay the $25 dollars for deferrment fee or w/e and then another $25 for a late fee...but luckily that will be taken care of by Glenis (she is awesome!!!). SO yeah whenever I actually have $50 at my disposal i can pay that. FUCKING BLAH
SO I went back to work this weekend...dum dum dum! No j/k! It's alright, kinda weird because i hadn't seen most of these people since august and i show up on saturday for work! hehe It was rather funny if you tihnk about it...except for the fact that I had worked there for 2 years and Saturday Arnold teaches me the register...well told me to watch Alyssa on register, so I could break her. It was wonderful...I kept screwing up, no wonder no one wanted to work register! Kela and TIffany always fought over ktichen and there I am breaking alyssa 2 times a day and working register. Tis wonderful... Especially since Alyssa is basically Arnold right-hand person up there since TIffany is in the office now, and Kim is in and out being a shed manager. I actually felt a little love though when Gayle, Alyssa, Jessica, and Lisa were happy to see me. I also saw Mindy! She has been really sick lately...hopefully all will turn out well though.
Alright lets see...Michaela is coming home this weekend!!! YAY my Mikey's comin home!!!! Her birthday is Saturday...now lets see how much time we actually get to hang out...Plus this will be the first year in a few years that im not with her on New Years Eve, because she has to play at the Peach Bowl, of which i can get tickets to from Matt (who by the way had his b-day yesterday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!! I love ya and you know it! lol) but i have to find someone to go with...which is a fucking task all in itself. So Mikey and Matt will both be in Atlanta on New Years! Gators vs. Hurricanes!!! Tough decision there...
ALright I think im gonna stop typing right now before I end up typing a novel...not like anyone really reads this anyways. But w/e! I'll update more later!
Arrivederci!
School about killed me with finals week and they STILL haven't posted grades yet!! I don't want to know but i do! Especially to see if i actually failed my math exam or not, I most likely did but there is that small diminishing ray of hope. AND I got an email from school today saying I am approved for the bookstore advance...so that meant something went wrong with my dining services plan...turns out I need to pay the $25 dollars for deferrment fee or w/e and then another $25 for a late fee...but luckily that will be taken care of by Glenis (she is awesome!!!). SO yeah whenever I actually have $50 at my disposal i can pay that. FUCKING BLAH
SO I went back to work this weekend...dum dum dum! No j/k! It's alright, kinda weird because i hadn't seen most of these people since august and i show up on saturday for work! hehe It was rather funny if you tihnk about it...except for the fact that I had worked there for 2 years and Saturday Arnold teaches me the register...well told me to watch Alyssa on register, so I could break her. It was wonderful...I kept screwing up, no wonder no one wanted to work register! Kela and TIffany always fought over ktichen and there I am breaking alyssa 2 times a day and working register. Tis wonderful... Especially since Alyssa is basically Arnold right-hand person up there since TIffany is in the office now, and Kim is in and out being a shed manager. I actually felt a little love though when Gayle, Alyssa, Jessica, and Lisa were happy to see me. I also saw Mindy! She has been really sick lately...hopefully all will turn out well though.
Alright lets see...Michaela is coming home this weekend!!! YAY my Mikey's comin home!!!! Her birthday is Saturday...now lets see how much time we actually get to hang out...Plus this will be the first year in a few years that im not with her on New Years Eve, because she has to play at the Peach Bowl, of which i can get tickets to from Matt (who by the way had his b-day yesterday...HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!! I love ya and you know it! lol) but i have to find someone to go with...which is a fucking task all in itself. So Mikey and Matt will both be in Atlanta on New Years! Gators vs. Hurricanes!!! Tough decision there...
ALright I think im gonna stop typing right now before I end up typing a novel...not like anyone really reads this anyways. But w/e! I'll update more later!
Arrivederci!