crushed
i dont know how i am right now. well yeah i do. im am completely horrible. for one part, the girl i am completely in love with does not trust me, or believe that i truly love her. i hurt her for the second time. ive broken her heart for the second time, and im getting a feeling she wont want me anymore. ive gone through reasoning and space and everything, and now im drawing a complete blank. its killing me inside, and i dont know what im left to resort to. i feel like if i dont react quick enough then it will ALL be OVER. i dont know. suicide anyone? no i dont think i can get that harsh, but thats what this feels like right now.