to love and love again...
i can tell you i love you, then two days later i can hate you with everything i have. its very easy. its called emotion. but the difference in me hating you one day, and this stranger who dared look at me funny on the street, is the love behind my hate. i know that when we fight or yell or scream one day it will all be ok. because i love you and im always here. stab me in my back, here, ill give you my knife, but no one day youll have to patch my wounds, and ofcourse i will one day say i missed you, lets not fight, and most important i love you. Friendships arent always perfect. if youve ever had a real one you know this as well as i do. but that doesnt mean you give up on that person just for their faults. i know im far from perfect, and if you love someone you take them for their good and their bad all wrapped up in one....
At the end of the long winding road, my time to find eternal peace. i will know that all of you, even the ones who i havent seen or thought of for years and years, and ofcourse the ones who i left on broken terms, have effected me in so many special ways. im a little better because of you. i might not like the person that shows at the end, i miss the old you. but i have to know that at one time i found something in that person that made me smile for that instant, and gave you all those memories. i could never let my anger or pride erase you from my heart completely. its not possible. i could try for the rest of forever...
this is to you without a name or face, read this and really think. if you are who i think you are, and we were once this close, please dont forget what we had, and replace it with this. im not trying to make this all better, it just kills me for people to trash such a good thing. just like when i went "crawling back to him" now if we were friends i would do the same for you. i cant turn my back on love. and he has a piece of my heart, all of you do. i cant take that away, i dont have the strenght to turn back time and save myself from the hurt. i would do it over and over again, just because i know that all our good out weighs all the terrible things this world creates, even if you dont believe it.
At the end of the long winding road, my time to find eternal peace. i will know that all of you, even the ones who i havent seen or thought of for years and years, and ofcourse the ones who i left on broken terms, have effected me in so many special ways. im a little better because of you. i might not like the person that shows at the end, i miss the old you. but i have to know that at one time i found something in that person that made me smile for that instant, and gave you all those memories. i could never let my anger or pride erase you from my heart completely. its not possible. i could try for the rest of forever...
this is to you without a name or face, read this and really think. if you are who i think you are, and we were once this close, please dont forget what we had, and replace it with this. im not trying to make this all better, it just kills me for people to trash such a good thing. just like when i went "crawling back to him" now if we were friends i would do the same for you. i cant turn my back on love. and he has a piece of my heart, all of you do. i cant take that away, i dont have the strenght to turn back time and save myself from the hurt. i would do it over and over again, just because i know that all our good out weighs all the terrible things this world creates, even if you dont believe it.