Oct 08, 2008 04:24
Well holy shizznit, my shit didn't get deleted... lol....
So lemme start off that my life had gotten shitty the moment natalie left. I get locked up twice, one of them was over - nite. Then I quit my job, assholes. Then I almost lose my apt. Now my new job is giving me too many days off, wtf man? Natalie u really need to come back soon, I was doin so much better when u were here. I feel like ima rip out all my hair lol. But mostly I wish u were here for me to hold u close, give u kisses tell u I love u to ur face, just so I can see the look u give me when u say it back to me. U make me feel whole. I honestly don't know what I'd do with out u in my life. And everyday I get more of a feeling that it was meant to be, you and me. That im meant to love u forever, and forever I will!! Ur my smile, ur my laughter, ur my anger, u my saddness, ur my everything, most of all... I believe u r my soulmate. And when u get back ima do everything im my power to keep u happy like I was suppose to 5 years ago, and be the boyfriend u've been lookin for in me. Who'd ever thought I could have someone so beautiful, smart, funny, sweet, and a honest girl like u... I did from the first time I layed eyes on u! I love you babygirl muahs....
Well ima go to bed cuz its late and I wanna have some nice dreams about the girl id to keep as mine. PEACE out homies