The silly little fool I am..
Well, it was another great day at work... this means that we were dead and I didn't make my numbers... But, another poem came out of it- it should be a good idea who occupies my mind when it is left to its own devices at this point. Lol.. silly silly me.
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The love that I feel
It cannot be real.
I refuse to believe it
Can't believe I conceived it.
I wanted to protect you,
Be the one you go to, be there for the rescue;
But you drug my heart through the ground,
Got mad at the slightest sound
I could make in my own defense-
For some reason, you took offense.
Blindly I still followed you for so long,
All the time you were telling me how wrong
Everything I did, everything I said
Was read, in your head.
You made me feel crazy,
So I just got lazy.
To weak to follow,
To weak to swollow
All the shit you'd give me.
I decided to just let you be
for a bit, now you're there
In your self made nightmare;
And here I sit feeling sorry for you
Wishin' there was something I could do,
Hopin' you feel the same love for me,
But thinkin', knowin', it could never be.
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I think if you read it outloud, it has an interesting rythem to it.
Its baised, only because I'm beggining to see my faults in the whole thing too, so I will come up with another one at some point to explain after I can formulate it. I'm gonna send them after I get it all together..
I have a job interview at the Palace on Thursday, I'm kinda nervous, and I keep getting people to call schneider back up because they didnt exactly follow procedure correctly in my interview. In slightly other news, I'm just gonna go to the cop ship tomorrow and have them run my name. I might get retardedly arrested, but probably not. I am really curious to see what open judgement I have on my record.. *Shrugs* I've been pulled over AND in an accident since said misdemeanor... soo.. Who knows what the story is exactly.
I cut my hair today at work.. heh heh heh.. I was bored. Last night was fun, I was drunko off of boones farm. It was great seeing everyone, felt like some old times. Many more times to come. I love everyone. =^.^=
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Untitled
_________
The love that I feel
It cannot be real.
I refuse to believe it
Can't believe I conceived it.
I wanted to protect you,
Be the one you go to, be there for the rescue;
But you drug my heart through the ground,
Got mad at the slightest sound
I could make in my own defense-
For some reason, you took offense.
Blindly I still followed you for so long,
All the time you were telling me how wrong
Everything I did, everything I said
Was read, in your head.
You made me feel crazy,
So I just got lazy.
To weak to follow,
To weak to swollow
All the shit you'd give me.
I decided to just let you be
for a bit, now you're there
In your self made nightmare;
And here I sit feeling sorry for you
Wishin' there was something I could do,
Hopin' you feel the same love for me,
But thinkin', knowin', it could never be.
____________________________________________________
I think if you read it outloud, it has an interesting rythem to it.
Its baised, only because I'm beggining to see my faults in the whole thing too, so I will come up with another one at some point to explain after I can formulate it. I'm gonna send them after I get it all together..
I have a job interview at the Palace on Thursday, I'm kinda nervous, and I keep getting people to call schneider back up because they didnt exactly follow procedure correctly in my interview. In slightly other news, I'm just gonna go to the cop ship tomorrow and have them run my name. I might get retardedly arrested, but probably not. I am really curious to see what open judgement I have on my record.. *Shrugs* I've been pulled over AND in an accident since said misdemeanor... soo.. Who knows what the story is exactly.
I cut my hair today at work.. heh heh heh.. I was bored. Last night was fun, I was drunko off of boones farm. It was great seeing everyone, felt like some old times. Many more times to come. I love everyone. =^.^=