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Oct 14, 2004 23:03

Sorry i haven't written in a while...through this time and all the drama unfolding in my life i have come to the conclusion to just separate myself from everyone and everybody (and being VERY VERY blunt and honest) and the reason y is becuz i feel i can trust noone, including friends i have known for years becuz i don't wat ur doing 24 hrs a day 7 days a week. Who's to say ur not out there talkin shit or or anything?? I have grown up to be honest from the beginng. if ur blunt than/then ur blunt but let all of ur shit out and its up to them how they interpret it or take it or watever but if i don't get that back then i'm not gunna cont to wastye my time, money or energy on somethin thats only gunna last temperarily. i have other and believe it or not better things to do then to kiss up to u so u won't or don't talk shit. i kno ppl r gunna talk shit abt u regardless of who or wat u r but i'm choosing to keep that shit away from me becuz i don't want to find myself doing the exact same shit that everyone else is doing. if i have done it then i'm sorry for waiting til now to do this. no i am not sorry for the shit i've said cuz at that time it was meant to be said and i'm not taking it back for nuthin but like i said i am sorry for waiting til now to do something abt it. i kno i'm bitchin and shit like that but at the rate i'm at right now frankly my dear i don't give a damn. when i find the right ppl that i can trust no matter wat then things might change but until then everyone and everybody can blow me until u show me that i can trust u with everything, if it includes trusting u with my life than alrighty then. if u feel i can trust u then let me kno but until then adios...

p.s. don't misinterpret me. when u say hi and have a conversation with me i won't be rude and basically won't give u that respect. i will say hi to u and everything else but don't expect me to out of the blue give u confidential information or tell u anything period. if ur still confused then u kno where to reach me whether online or other forms of communication
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