Jul 21, 2005 02:52
Well i went to te doc and he game me pills and stuff so thats cool. I will be fine in about 2 days. And he never said i couldnt have sex. I really have to stop drinking pop its killing my bladder. Well anyways! I have just been as happy as ever! i dont know why. I guess its because maybe for once in my life i have something that makes me happy.
Well after i went to the doctors yesterday i went and got my pills and stuff. And then we went to New Haven so i could wait there and hang out with jeremy till Sally got there to pick me up. Well she came and got me and jeremy punched me in the boob like twice and i was like omg. And then i got loved by steve in the car all the way to his house! it was fun. We get to steves house and we watched Be Cool. And then somebody rented porn and it was his step dad terry and i laughed.
Today i woke up alone is steves bed :( he never said goodbye or kissed me. Or atleast i didnt remember waking up he said he did but who knows. I got up at like 1 becuase i didnt go to bed till like 4am. And i watched Real World. I never thought i would actually watch that show but when your really bored and thats all that is on you will watch it. It wasnt that bad. The black (joevan) came over, and i dont like him not becuase he is black because he is weird. He has a girl at home and a baby, and he was tryin to hook up wit me and im like um no sorry hun. And then he told my mom i was hittin on him. Im like nigga wat? lolz. but he was there. The steve came home and we was making out and black comes in there going "kissy kissy kissy" and im like "joe your just mad cuz you couldnt get none from me" and he goes "i like that, your a bitch" so i guess thats my new name to jeremy and joe is either (bitch, red, trouble, killer.)
So like my mom comes and gets me and like the night before me and steve had sex three times. So like today my mom and everyone was in the kitchen well before i was going to leave well i wanted some. So we like both go into his room at the same time my mom looks at me and shakes her head. lol. And well you know the rest. So after we get ready to leave and steve reads my poems and stuff. And we talk alot in the van. and then we (me, mom, jeremy) go to walmart and this worker dude was like looking at me and then this lesbian checked out my ass. My mom was like did you see that and i was like see what and she goes that chick just checked out your ass and im like EW EW EW. So we go and drop jeremy off and i tell my mom i need to go get my meds and i go and see steve one last time and tell him to go to bed. Then i say well i have to pee and steve is in his room this time. So i go to tell him goodbye and i was messing with him and i thought he was sleeping and i was like "babe you want me to suck your dick before i go" and he goes "yea" so i do and then he starts taking off my pants and stuff and i was like we dont have time and he goes really fast i will be fast and i was like okay... So we yeah and he broke my button off my pants. Then i get in the van and say lets go! im ready now.
*Hoes take off your clothes, Hoes get naked*
Mandy